barry && felicity; perhaps we were always destined to be.
based on this.
he’d been hesitant -- at first. after all, they’d gone down this path before. landed on the idea that they would just be friends. / but he’d recognized that streak of sadness in her eyes. felt that rush of guilt creep in. after all, what kind of friend would leave their friend to go on the vacation that would have been their honeymoon, alone ?? it wasn’t so much the vacation that got to him; it was the pretending to be a married couple, bit. they’d kissed before, but now it felt different. with the expectant eyes of other people. wedding rings on their fingers, && close proximity, it was stirring up feelings he wished to god he didn’t have. iris’ death had shredded him. made him believe that he couldn’t love again; ever again. && in some ways he felt he was betraying oliver, by even going on this trip. but felicity was his friend first. / he’d come to love her, first. in his heart; his soul, he’d always love iris too. && it conflicted with him; deep down.
even now, settled on the couch in the honeymoon suite, with their hair drying, && nightclothes on, he could still smell a faint whiff of the beach on her. / it felt natural to be this close, && it should have unnerved him; but it didn’t. ❛ is this honeymoon all you hoped it would be ?? ❜ soft eyes landed on hers, that subtle tingling settling right into his lower belly. he didn’t want to ever release her. && this honeymoon was far from over. every kiss they shared brought him closer to the brink of insanity. every cuddle, every whisper. -- it kept stirring these old emotions. kept making him crazy. he’d wiped so many of her tears already on this honeymoon, he’d stolen more kisses than he’d any right to, but right now, he wanted to steal more. / if only to take away the sting she must still feel from losing oliver.
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