#ofjiwon

[seojvns]

☎

[ ☎ ] my muse calls yours in tears.

“jiwon?” he has to check his phone to ensure it was her who called him again. when he confirms, he’s still just as confused. she always seemed like one of those people who never cried, so to hear her in tears on the other end... his heart physically aches. his instinct is to ask if everything’s okay, but the answer seems obvious. “um, is it okay if i come over?” he asks instead, his tone soft. before she can answer, he’s already attempting to get ready, planning on going to her. 

“where are you?” he asks for clarification, “and what can i bring?” because sometimes cheer up tools are the most essential part of the process, and he’s willing to find and provide her with literally anything she could think to mention. despite how desperate to help seojun felt whenever any of his friends were upset, he wasn’t always the best at making things better. sometimes him caring too much was the opposite of what people needed, and he could be just oblivious enough to that.

[disingcnuous]

ღ ϟ ✯

ღ for an affectionate text

casper: hey you did great at your meet i’m really proud of you

casper: also you look pretty with your hair tied up.

casper: you should wear it like that more.

ϟ for a drunk text

casper: i trie dthrowig Rocks at ur windowa but ist so mauch hardert ahn they amke it look in themsovies

casper: just comeoutsid ei wanna fuck

✯ for an early morning text

casper: sorry for dipping out early

casper: made you some apology pancakes though, they’re in the fridge

casper: they’re chocolate chip and mickey mouse shaped. so you can’t hate me.

[disingcnuous]

“I thought you’d quit! How long have you been lying to me?”

“it was one time alright, it really isn’t that big of a deal, honestly.” he mumbled, eyes bloodshot and tired. his drug use drove a wedge between them, and to be fair he had been better. just not as consistently as jiwon would have liked. “listen it was right in front of me, alright. i don’t know what i was thinking, i don’t even like coke.” casper rubbed the bridge of his nose, desperate for this conversation to end. he knew he was a fuck up. but having jiwon disappointed in him was more rattling than his own self loathing. “please.. i’m.. i’m trying okay?”

[disingcnuous]

❥

send me ❥ for your muse to cuddle up next to mine while asleep on the couch

after a particularly long day for both casper and jiwon, hanging out was almost inevitable. they had a habit of spending the evening together and doing whatever felt most natural. tonight, that meant ordering pizza and having sex on jiwon’s couch. after gathering the strength to even move again, casper lifted himself off the couch to pee and take out his contacts. by the time he came back, jiwon was fast asleep in nothing but casper’s tshirt. he cracked a small smile, grabbing the blanket from the armchair in the corner. he had planned to spend the night of course, but usually they moved to her bed at the very least. he wrapped her body in the blanket before curling up behind her sleeping body. pressing a soft kiss to the back of her head, he slipped his arms around her midsection. soft wasn’t usually their brand. usually it was humor or lust, but tonight he couldn’t help it. he was groggy, and jiwon looked particularly beautiful in her sleepy state. tucking her hair behind her ear, he rested his chin on her shoulder and let himself doze off.