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cherrybullet: [#지원] 팬분들이 너무 보고싶어요..😭

#CherryBullet #체리블렛 #지원 #JIWON

[stardewboards]

              STORMY NIGHTS SPENT STARGAZING INSIDE A CAR AND LONGING FOR THE UNKNOWN

[daevastating]

      ❛     are you sure you still want to do this ?     ❜        ------------        hesitation   is   what   catches   the   fullness   of   her   bottom   lip   between   her   teeth,    worrying   the   flesh   with   her   arms   crossed   tight   over   her   chest.     sure,    it’s   been   some   time,    but   she   knows   better   than   most   that   wounds   are   slow   to   heal     ;     she   doesn’t   want   to   tear   open   the   scar   with   salt   on   her   fingers,    to   pinch   at   the   edges   of   a   mottled   bruise   just   to   bring   the   color   to   the   surface.     ❛     we   could   do   something   else   ---     ❜

          she   releases   her   bottom   lip   just   to   press   her   teeth   together,    moment   passing   with   nothing   said   between   them.     once   upon   a   time,    her   infatuation   had   felt   suffocating.     between   them   and   four   walls,    it   had   been   difficult   to   breathe,    love   clawing   at   her   throat   in   a   desperate   attempt   to   escape   out   her   mouth     &     into   the   open,    into   the   light,    no   longer   content   to   be   something   hidden   away,    shrouded   in   darkness.     still,    she   loves   it.     who   cares   how   much   it   hurts.     ❛     i   haven’t   put   the   reservation   deposit   on   the   car   yet.     it’s   not   too   soon   to   say  .  .  .     let’s   go   to   cabo  !     or   maybe   seoul  .  .  .     tokyo  ?    cherry   blossoms   are   beautiful   this   time   of   year.     ❜

[daevastating]

     ❛     so i was thinking !     ❜       ------------       smile   bright,    chin   cradled   in   the   cup   of   her   hand.     it’s   been   far   too   long   since   their   last   night   in,    spent   watching   a   movie   or   otherwise  .  .  .     occupying   themselves.     dare   she   say   she   misses   it.     misses   mary.

      ❛     what   about   a   movie   ?     i’ll   order   take   out  .  .  .     you   can   mix   drinks.     i’ll   even   let   you   pick   the   movie   !     it’s   been   so   long   since   we’ve   hung   out,    mar.     i’m   starting   to   think   you’ve   got   a   secret   place   across   town   with   a   better   roommate.     ---     you   don’t,    do   you  ?     ❜ 

[daevastating]

❛     you   know,    if   you   scowl   any   harder  .  .  .     your   face   is   going   to   freeze   like   that.     then   you’ll   just   be   walking   around   looking   angry   all   the   time     ------------     whatever   they   said,    sor,    it’s   not   worth   being   upset   over.     you   know   they’re   stupid.     ❜

[sncpdragons-blog]

cravings;

the reflex  |  1:58am  |  @ophelixs

under the red lights, they are almost beautiful. 

shot glasses litter the bar counter before them, girl twirling the umbrella on some empty drink while boy has his cellphone out, swaying on his seat. there’s something innocent in their smiles, mischief wrapped in teeth; something less than innocuous in how eyes meet. 

hungry? hating? the lights are too dim to tell.

( come morning we will know which is which but for now he can smell the cherry on her tongue and he’s certain she can see herself reflected in his eyes and they will be two hurricane things ready to make a mess of the night ) 

“do another spin for me sweetheart, won’t’cha? for the camera, hm?” he’s slurring his words, whiskey or rum or something equally acidic lacing the corner of his words. “one more time, f’ the records.” 

visions are getting too blurry to see whether it’s a photo or a video, but to the boy, it hardly matters.

“hm, how ‘bout it, sweetheart? i’ll buy you ‘nother shot, or trade ya a kiss. whatever y’like, hm?” 

[seojvns]

☎

[ ☎ ] my muse calls yours in tears.

“jiwon?” he has to check his phone to ensure it was her who called him again. when he confirms, he’s still just as confused. she always seemed like one of those people who never cried, so to hear her in tears on the other end... his heart physically aches. his instinct is to ask if everything’s okay, but the answer seems obvious. “um, is it okay if i come over?” he asks instead, his tone soft. before she can answer, he’s already attempting to get ready, planning on going to her. 

“where are you?” he asks for clarification, “and what can i bring?” because sometimes cheer up tools are the most essential part of the process, and he’s willing to find and provide her with literally anything she could think to mention. despite how desperate to help seojun felt whenever any of his friends were upset, he wasn’t always the best at making things better. sometimes him caring too much was the opposite of what people needed, and he could be just oblivious enough to that.

[seojvns]

snapchat 👻 jiwon & seojun

SEOJUN: i have ten minutes until i have to be in class :( SEOJUN: pls help me find the motivation to get out of bed :(