Kat tagged me and well who am i to say no to her :))))
15 things that make me happy
my friends. my squad, ida, kat, sofie, tam. you guys are the best and well you know you mean a lot to me and that without you i'd be nowhere.
my family. i've always been far from my family so i've always enjoyed the precious time we had together, but being away from my parents is new and just makes me enjoy them a lot more.
skiing. it's the one thing that can clear my mind no matter what, the one thing that will let me breathe. shame i can only go at specifiv times.
writing. when i manage to just write down whatever i want and it is exactly how i want it to be. happens less and less often, but when it does, it feels so good.
my studio. i finally feel safe and good and actually happy there. even without wifi which has to be a sign. it's as if i can start living for real.
uni. even the hard work and lessons i don't understand, because it feels so nice to be doing only things i like and am interested in. because it's a place where being alone is not weird, because you can actually say how much you love chemistry or maths or anything without people going "ew you're so weird ew how can you ew no it's useless". because you get to meet loads of people and everyone is nice and it's just a great place.
the view from my uni. without it it wouldn't be the same. there's just something about that huge lake and mountains surrounding it that makes you feel calm and good, all the way to your bones. even if you feel bad you don't really anymore. it grounds you.
tumblr. because it's become such a huge part of my life and just this stupid blue makes me smile. you guys make me happy and being here makes me happy and yeah.
one direction. obviously i wouldn't be here right now if it wasn't for them and it feels like everything is somehow linked to them now. it's everything about them, their songs and seeing them live and just knowing they're out there. seeing their faces every day on my dash makes me happy, as creepy as it sounds.
horses. i wish i could go horse riding again, wish i could get this feeling again. i miss it a lot, the warmth, the smell, the rush of adrenaline, the air, that feeling of being alive.
baking. for me, for my friends, for anyone. seeing someone's smile when they tell you it's good, feeling proud of yourself for finally achieving something.
cooking. or eating, really. glad i've come to liked it again, glad to be in charge of having to actually cook for myself if i don't want to starve.
showers. there's just something about showers that make me happy. because no matter how you feel when you step in, you'll step out feeling good. and it feels safe.
tea.
stars. or space, the universe and galaxies and shooting stars.
i'm gonna tag ida.
