Padme survival au, raising the twins???
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when in hiding she goes by the name dalia medpam after faking her && the twins’ deaths, which is an anagram of padmé amidala… it’s a lame one but i tried. as her children are newborns they are still luke && leia.
they think their father is dead or that ben is their father, depending on the situation. she hates herself for lying to them, but she can’t tell them as children && plans on telling them when they are a little older.
they settle on a small outer rim planet which is pleasant enough with nice lakes && forests. she tries to give them as normal life as possible, when they are children she doesn’t travel much for the rebellion, only when absolutely necessary. she puts her children first, rebellion second. she wants them to remember their mother as being present && putting their needs first, which is why she doesn’t travel too much.
she constantly, i mean constantly feels guilty about the mother she is. not matter, she never feels like she is good enough. always failing && she worries about them constantly.
before leia can talk properly, she can constantly sense when her mother’s upset, she approaches padmé && goes to her for a snuggle, which never fails to make padmé smile tbh.
bonus: she calls leia her little princess && luke her sunshine
