#oh rin.....

[gojoest]

try not to pause every rin scene for more than 5 mins challenge

failed

[shotcloned-blog]

‘  your existence wasn’t a mistaken accident, it was a creation from almost nothing to something incredible – a miracle even.  ’

light hearted suggestions // accepting // @oraclelost

               breath comes short, STORM rages in his lungs, and floodgates spill from his lips; it’s SUFFOCATING, the rage that embeds itself and courses through his veins; he knows you mean well, dear oracle, but the heart that beats in that chest breaks at your words so disgracefully. 

         fingers wind tight into balls, knuckles WHITE, limbs shaken with strain, it’s all he can do to keep CAGED, lest she feel the same wrath he gifted to verstael.  ❝  what the hell would you know … ❞  spoken through hiss in teeth, SHAKING breath as he wills himself calm, but it comes far too late. a miracle, she says, and like wild dog, he SNARLS, teeth bared, and he feels the sting in his eyes. the dam is bursting, and he can’t stop it. 

               ❝  a miracle,  ❞  he repeats, SCOFF follows, before he swallows.  ❝  you think i’m a miracle ? being CREATED in a laboratory, used for EXPERIMENTS, finding out my whole goddamn life is a LIE – you call that a MIRACLE ?!  ❞  pitch raises, voice falters, his cheeks stain with salt and ANGER.  ❝  what would you know about any of this ?! you, who was BORN, who had people who loved you and adored you – what could you POSSIBLY know about what this is like ?!  ❞  somewhere in he back of his head, something tells him to stop, to let it go, until eyes set upon her, and he feels the wave of NAUSEA and MISERY wash across heated cheeks.

         ethereal in how she kneels, fingers translucent as the wrap ‘round burning wrist, and in her eyes he sees a gentle urge, a plea to understand, and his face FLUSHES with shame. you’d know miracles better than anyone, wouldn’t you ?

               ❝  yesterday, i woke up as prompto argentum,  ❞  his voice comes quiet now, and he can’t face her, shaking with ADRENALINE as it runs its course through him.  ❝  i was just a normal guy, just some dude who was fighting to save the world. and today …  ❞  a pause, and he lets tears flow free down his cheeks, lips pressed thin as he fights to catch his breath.

         ❝  today, i woke up a monster. and you call that a miracle.  ❞