#oh young

[someoneyoudonthavetoknow]

“지하철이 오면 내 등을 밀어.”

“살고 싶어하는 내가 죽고 싶어하는 여자를 만났다. 우리는 분명 너무도 다른데 왜였을까? 그순간 난 그 여자가 나같았다.“

[beautiful-and-broken-fics]

That Winter, The Wind Blows: My Heart’s Where I’m Going

Summary: After their reunion at the cafe, Soo tells Young that he wants to take their new relationship slow. Young has other ideas. (Rated E; one shot)

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[moonamours]

Young reaching out and tracing details on Soo’s face.

[belisama-a]

[moonamours]

if I must choose to die at one moment, it would be this moment right now. i am happy more than ever. because you came for me. don’t go, please stay by my side.

[moonamours]

how i will feel after you’re gone... it doesn’t matter to you, isn’t it? missing you, holding you close, want to see you and to touch you... all of those things don’t matter anymore. because you are dead. if only i knew death was what you wished for, i would have never created so many memories with you like that. after all this time, you wanted to create memories for your death, but i can only live by these memories. if you only have such kind of painful memories, it would be so easy to forget you after you die. i want to live, even with or without you, i still have to live in this disgusting cruel world.

[moonamours]

when the flowers bloom, let us meet again.

[moonamours]

all day long, i’ve tried so hard thinking about how i should say farewell to you. i really don’t know how... maybe after you’re gone, i can only live by holding onto the memories i have had with you.