Guys I'm so tired, WHERE THE FUCK is my wisewheeler fic with Will and William beefing BAD.
Over their envy of eachother—Will fully able to have Mike; while William scours the realms for his own, William confident and open in his affection and identity; while Will still hides behind 'tammy', lies, and stubborn defense—over stress, the entire situation, over Will's horrible tendencies and self-loathing habits that William knows from experience all too well, and despises seeing so openly.
because Will is acting like he was once, and hurting not just himself over it, but their (!!) darling Mike, too.
Give me the possessive Will(s), maybe even throw in the DEAD or INJURED Michael, that William had simply left far too long without honesty. Even if they are together, now.
And, no. William doesn't mean an answer.
No, William's whole issue with Will is that Will wants to answer, instead of asking the fucking question! So badly, in fact, that he neglects himself and his desires, and Mike's.
Waiting isn't a luxury. Waiting is cowardice and a disservice for the extent of his love. William feels renewed shame and disgust, seeing another otherworldly version of himself disregard the notion of loving their Mike.