[ sent --- 2:16pm ]: have u heard the rumours abt remy ??[ sent --- 2:16pm ]: how the FUCK did this happen[ sent --- 2:17pm ]: im on my way back to the dorm . are u with him ?[ sent --- 2:17pm ]: mcgonagall asked to speak to me but i need to find him first[ sent --- 2:18pm ]: shit shit shit pete this is not good
[ sent --- 2:56am ]: ur all asleep but i needed to get this off my chest[ sent --- 2:57am ]: i’m so scared i can’t keep you guys safe anymore . every second of my life for the last year has been spent trying to think of ways to keep you happy , to keep you alive , and i just keep fucking failing . [ sent --- 2:58am ]: first it was addison , then it was the in school attacks , then it was siri leaving , and now everyone knows about remy and i can’t even do anything to fix it . [ sent --- 2:58am ]: people are dying and i can’t do anything about it anymore . and i don’t even know how to handle that . i don’t think i can . [ sent --- 2:59am ]: it’s too much . and i’m so fucking sorry i let you all down .