summer is going well.
The way my awkwardness is set up I actually dk how tf I ended up with Frenchie. And I want to ask him all these questions about our relationship so I can understand myself more and to help making dating now easier. But that sounds like a rude/weird conversation to have.
Am I like this because I'm seriously awkward or does this new person still make me nervous. I couldn't even clearly articulate that basically I was so excited about our weekend together that I came off very obvious to my family and they wanted to know what I was up to. Which I obviously didn't want to share but it was in itself meant to be a compliment. That I am radiating joy every chance we get to hang out.
For now summer is going well and I haven't felt this lucky & appreciated in at least a year. But waiting for the other shoe to drop is also no way to live. That says a lot about my insecurity and anxiety huh. I can't even believe that someone is taking the care to learn me and treat me well. No matter where it goes I willed this into the universe why be surprised at its existence.