Mar 17
My best friend bought him for me and when i tell you i cried... he's so precious. I love him sm look at his paws 😭
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My best friend bought him for me and when i tell you i cried... he's so precious. I love him sm look at his paws 😭
Let’s all be delusional about Sebastian
I need Sebastian to be real so that I can be the center of his existence. I want him to love me and take care of me and live for me. I want to be loved unconditionally. I need him to tell me I’m his reason for existing. I sound like a crazy person but I don’t think I could ever possibly feel as loved as much as I love him. I want to be with him and love him for the rest of my life. i wish I wasn’t such a touchy person. The biggest comfort I find is in hugs. It leaves a pit in my stomach that I’ll never get that.
Hes so precious
when you go too long without being loved... or even without being loved properly, its become intangible. you dont think youre worth it because no one else bothered, you test the people that try and unbeknowingly push them away in an attempt to figure out if its real. youre too scared to trust and let it happen because you dont wanna be hurt again or not have it met your expectations. you isolate yourself
my rambles back when i was weirdly fixated on the evil of humans and the juxtaposition of nature vs humanity
we take away from the beauty of nature and animalisic instinct with our humanity
its instinct to love, to mate per say. but by being human, by being greedy and malicious, we ruin it
we ruined our own role in nature with wit and false prophets not always, money, time, achievement... wolves, deer, rabbits ect they dont care about that. they just... live. im envious of it. i wish for a simpiler life but being born and raised in this society im trapped. i yearn for instinct and freedom but as a human ill never achieve it
i cleaned up my alter finally and invited the deities into my space ect. honestly got really emotional and cried during a prayer and noticed my candle flames flickering and burning higher throughout. one of them several times started spewing out darker smoke. still very much a baby witch but honestly i have no intentions of going full out i like where i am. praying, my alter and my tarot cards and occasional use of a pendulum. ive always deeply loved the greek gods but growing up atheist made the idea of believing in god(s) kind of scary and inconceivable but now i kind of get it.