𝔐𝔬𝔯𝔟𝔦𝔡𝔩𝔶 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔰

🎧˚.⋆📼ℜ𝔬𝔠𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔪𝔞𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤📼⋆.˚🎧

[m0rbid0bituary]

Welcome to the thoughts and feelings of a loathsome 17 year old guy, who's constantly in a cycle of euphoria and existential crisis.

No major dni but I will block you if i need be.

Besides that dms and asks are open so feel free to chat.

About me:

- my names Oliver or Ver or V/Vee

- im a demiboy (he/it)

- im from the uk sadly

- im on the aroace spec and have tertiary attraction to men. queer platonic.

- i am that alt person with an ungodly amount of stuffed animals

Interests:

- snails and beetles and bugs

- sharks and whales

- natures/the woods

- the arts (painting, theatre, sculpting ect)

- greek mythology

- cryptids/cryptidcore

- researching things and making info sheets/essays about them (yes i was that person that loved english)

- writing poetry

- video games (mostly just minecraft, sims and animal crossing and im buying stardew valley soon also sally face and life is strange)

- psychology and mental health special interest

- crochet

- music

- ghosts and aliens (i used to go on ufo spotting adventures with my old friends)

- photography

plus more

Music:

I listen to a plethora of artists/bands such as: dionnysuss, ash graves, killdyll, the score, kets4eki, get scared, skillet, NF, maneskin, deftones, arctic monkeys, Hollywood undead, panic! at the disco, isabel larosa, whatsaheart, mothica, crystal castles, pastel ghost, suicide silence, brokencyde, the neighbourhood, voila, muse and lil peep to name some.

Tags:

ver does poetry - my poems and melodrama

cool fits by ver - self explanatory

vers really gay - gay quotes or yearning

l0z3rb0y - anything related to my interests or hyperfixations

sna1l b0y - tag i will use here on out (you can use it to find me if im ever termed)

pronouns page

Old blog intro

[m0rbid0bituary]

i miss my moots but i keep forgetting my pw for this account to log in regularly

[m0rbid0bituary]

just so anyone who follows me and cares ive moved primarily to my second blog (it is mostly a vent blog) so ill be mostly active there. their are tags to block if you dont wanna see certain topics but you wanna interact. you can dm for the user if u want

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i have so much cleaning to do before i leave here. not gonna be fun in this heatwave

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someone kill me. chronic illness sucks. i hope they legalise assisted death here soon

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having bad health episodes. have had 4 seizures today and food is making me sick so im just gonna lie on the sofa until the room stops spinning

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is searching for your forever name difficult for anyone else? i feel like ive been living as placeholder names since i realised i wasnt cis.

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been offline for a while cause ive been through some stuff so my activity will be very scattered

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just gonna say it now that if you get triggered by my posts im very sorry but you can block or unfollow me cause atp im constantly in an episode or dissociated and forget tw alot i will try but i also dont wanna get my acc flagged and taken down again.

[m0rbid0bituary]

i could grab my switch dock and play minecraft downstairs till morning (so i can stay up late and sleep through the day to fast for longer) or i can try sleep at a normal time and hope my mum actually goes to work tmr and i can get drunk and smoke tmr in the day (with the risk i binge again).

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smail

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me fr

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need to redo my intro at some point cause im lowkey bored of the current one and feel like i could do better

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i dont wanna leave the house anymore. i just wanna stay here and rot until i die. im just making problems.

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i wish i blacked out that night so i wouldnt have to keep reliving it. i feel guilty and ashamed. i know that i wasnt in my right mind being drunk and in a bad episode but i also feel like i made everything so much worse

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finally awake. shits gone so wrong. im covered in bruises and scraps. the police manhandled me into their van. the hospital was so slow that i just walked out. my mum is forcing me to go to the doctors with her and called the therapist place. my family probably know too much about it all now. im actually so fuckin miserable now.

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i walked out of the er and my mum eventually drove m home. everythings out npw. may bw fucked.