have you memorized every detail of your apex's stomach? the way their stomach growls around you? the pattern of the rugae and the feeling of it clenching around you? the way their acid fills up their stomach and the felling of it digesting you and snuffing out your life? The love for you in all of it? i hope so
I have I have!!! I have been down their throat so many times that I have made sure to touch every inch, to familiarize and worship every aspect, every curve, every surface. I have died within the heat and pressure of their body more times than I can count. I love them so much. And they love me too. I feel it so deeply. Briefly, between death and reformation, I can feel my mind subsumed by theirs. I can feel their love for me. Few get to truly know another's thoughts. We have shared that in my deaths. I don't just believe that they love me, I know it. I have felt it. And now I feel it in their wing membranes, in their scales and feathers and claws and fangs. I feel it in their flesh and throat and the acids of their stomach. 💜💜💜💜