#omega!cas

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Poor Dean, getting worked up for no reason!

For chapter 12 of @casblackfeathers fic “The Stars Will Remember”!

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Cozy ;w;

Chapter 6 illustration for @casblackfeathers fic "The Stars Will Remember"

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In the lord of Amara fic we know that Cas gets something out of being trapped in the castle with Dean, he gets to "be an omega" but we see Cas still vary much identify as an alpha (wich is completely okay, whatever he's comfortable with) is it because he likes being an alpha, as in he's comfortable with being called and referring himself as an alpha or is it that he was stripped of the choice of being the omega he is that at this point he's just like whatever "I'll be a alpha I guess". What I'm trying to say is... dose he still refers to himself as an alpha because he's comfortable and happy with having that presentation or dose he just identifies as alpha because he was thought that he can be Nothing but alpha?

Cas' feelings about who he is, in terms of designation, are complicated. He had to be an alpha and do his best to "destroy" his omega designation. He is playing a role and he can't stop playing that role.

It's possible that if a witch would have come to him in Amara and said "I can make you a 'real' alpha, no strings attached" he would have done it because he couldn't afford to have feelings and thoughts about the topic.

Even in Gruamach he can't just be an omega. The castle provides him a space to be an omega, to ask questions, to imagine a future where it's known that he is an omega but to everyone else, everywhere else, he is still an alpha. That is still his role.

He's comfortable performing as an alpha because that's all he knows and that is basically who he is anyway. He probably won't change his entire behavior once he is "out" as an omega, trying to live up to stereotypes and expectations.

If the witch came to him now and offered him to be an 'real' alpha he probably wouldn't take it. Also partially because Dean has, to Cas' understanding, offered him an option for a time after he's done being the alpha Lord of Amara. (Of course, this of course raises the question if it's a good idea to make marriage to Dean a condition to being safe as an omega ;3)

Anyway, tl;dr: he still thinks of himself as an alpha because it's basically his job and whole identity outside of Amara. If he had the freedom to be an omega, he would be fine being an omega. Maybe not jubilant about it (because he hasn't had a lot of positive experiences connected to it yet), but fine with it.

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The Lord of Amara

I tried to draw Cas for my fic, though I’m not even sure what I picture him like. I don’t think he’s got stubble. He’s got a bit of a naked baby face, but he’s only about to turn 23.

I think he’s cute ;w; (Do you think Dean thinks he’s cute too? *lol*)

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I promised a second version of Cas in his new bikini, based on Everandanon’s fic Right Where You're Standing~ ♥

(The other, more feminine, version is here~)

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Bikini~

@darmysasagiri asked me to draw Cas in his white bikini from Everandanon’s fic Right Where You're Standing ♥

I’ve also sketched a version where he looks less feminine, since I wasn’t sure what was more accurate! You can find it here!  

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Do you have fics recs that are sweet and omega Cas? Thank you!.

Ah! That is actually a hard question because most of the fics I read tend to lean more towards angst than sweetness so I remember that more easily than the sweetness!

I looked through some previous recs and some more recent fics on AO3 to try to help my memory along >w< So here’s a small offering, and anyone is invited to share further sweet omega Cas fics!

A meeting of two skeptics by dreamedofwings (fabre)

Wool for the Summer by HCMichele

Your Heart's Not Gonna Beat Forever by everandanon

All Things In Succession by everandanon

A Little Grace by tricia_16

Decadent by Redamber79

Peace Agreements and Marriage Proposals by RedheadedSuperhero

Looking for: Alpha to Match Swimsuit by SillyBlue

Pining after Mr. Dreamy Scent by SillyBlue

Beware the Wanderers by SillyBlue

I guess your mileage may vary when it gets to sweet. And of course always read the summaries and tags before embarking on a fic reading journey~

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Omega Cas in a bee dress

Commission for itricky1! ♥♥ Thank you so much for this cute idea :D