I just had the biggest scare of my LIFE at freaking 12:30am
I was did some hw and studied a bit, and afterwards decided to do some random creative writing. Thing is, I can't remember if I shut my laptop before or after I went to the bathroom. I think and I pray that I shut it before, otherwise my father may have seen my writing! (ToT my father doesn't understand creative writing, and he'll think something is very wrong with me if he sees my stories...) so, I get ready for bed and get comfortable, and he FREAKING FREAKS ME OUT BECAUSE HEY DARK SHADOW APPEARING NEXT TO MY BED ISN'T CREEPY AT ALL. And he's all like, "WTH is wrong with you, you should be asleep! These hours are not for being awake!" So, I tell him I was studying, and he just keeps rambling on and asking me if I was okay, and why I was typing on the computer. THIS IS WHERE I START HYPERVENTALATING WITH PRAYERS THAT HE DID NOT SEE MY WRITING AND GOD HELP ME I CLOSED MY LAPTOP AND HE JUST HEARD ME TYPING. Now, I can't sleep with this paranoia that he may or may have not read my stuff. ToT
