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My Granny passed away this morning. I’m not feeling it yet. She was in a lot of pain and so sick, so I know she isn’t suffering anymore. She hasn’t wanted to live since my Papa died in September of last year.

It is so strange and sad that through sickness and suicide, my dad is the only one left of his immediate family.

I don’t know what this will do to him.

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Starting a Diamond Painting of this beautiful wolf.

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Two months of moods.

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Again, I am so sorry about my lack of content. I know I post every day, but it is only my daily update post and my bookly reading sessions.

One day, when I don’t feel like hot garbage all the time, I will get back into being more involved and caught up on my dash. But I hardly get on my computer and I am not a big fan of using Tumblr on my phone, but maybe I should try that out more.

I see the challenges and tag games I am tagged in, and I am saving the posts in my drafts folder for me to get into. 

I’ll post better one day, I promise.

Thanks for sticking around!

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My mom tested negative for COVID-19, so that is a relief!!

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Guys. Guys! We are painting!

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So we have the paint. The top color is Sugared Plum and that will be my room color. The middle color is Soft Violet and that will be my trim color and bathroom color.

Everything took longer than we thought and all of our pep and good energy is wasted. We shall begin tomorrow.

My mom has decided to paint the living room the same color that my room currently is, Thai Teal. It will brighten things up. So dark in here.

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My mood has been excellent this past week, but my self care has not.

I just took my first shower of the year, yep, FIRST. Not to mention, I was already a nasty gal when the year began, so like, gross. That’s depression though, you just don’t care about yourself or your surroundings.

ANYWAY, I took a shower, did a sheet mask, and wore some lotion socks so I could feel all nice and pampered.

I will be better about this. Being clean and productive makes me feel better, I need to hold on to that.

Once again getting a late start to reading today, but I think I will start after supper, which is like 30 minutes away. Ugh, we eat so early in this house. My grandpa goes to work crazy early and gets home around this time, so that is when supper is ready.