Getting into relationships that were once friendships. The most confusing thing especially when your no longer together. To go back to being friends or to hate each other? I guess it depends on how the break up went. At times you want to reach out to tell the other person about exciting news, just catch up, or talk about your day but feeling like you can't because of what you once had; Its like a road block.
When they finally reach out, you could feel like theres hope for something but you don't want to get too excited, you don't want to be disappointed yet again, but you want to know what he's thinking; Worst feeling ever.
Between the feeling in my heart and stomach it's like I could vomit, not necessarily in a bad way, I mean vomiting isn't fun either; more so in an overwhelming way. I think our nerves become shot especially when you feel you were the one that cared the most.
Now its the first time seeing each other in person since the break up & its like your whole mind draws a blank and the only thing to do is just stand there, full eye contact for what feels like forever but in reality it was probably a few seconds. Someone says something and the subject changes.
Agreed or no? :: Most of the time a friendship with an ex that you're still in love with just isn't possible with out relapsing, re-playing the whole relationship over again & trying to see where you could've went wrong. But were you really wrong? Was there anything more you could've done or was it your partner?
Maybe it wasn't the right time, maybe you’ll reconnect in the future