#one more day..

[tirtyturtle]

THE TIME HAS COME AND SO HAVE I 

[my Twitter]

[amidoomedjohnegbertyet]

day 99.

actual entry for today.. if im doing this right!!

not yet. did draw a bit.

[sunreisets]

Ok I will get off tumblr now I shall be the best daughter and revise chemistry

[dontanalyzeme]

thank god it's thursday bc im so tired 😭

[pizzamuffindonutpeach33]

Oh god oh heck

[bobacupcake]

goodd night

[ican-tdrownmydemons]

ohgod...one more day...just one more day.... it got so bad today. i blew up on nick. i yelled and cussed him out. while there were customers in the store. i started to black out, when one of my employees grabbed my arm, that pulled me back to reality. i don’t know how i slipped out of myself but...it happened. ryan’s pissed at me, nick’s pissed at me i nearly cried my eyes out at work. i was on the verge of tears when i called steph. i begged her to come to my work. i needed to see her, there was no way i wasn’t gonna make it without some grasp on reality. she came in, after i had started to calm down and i literally just like stopped everything to just return to reality for a minute. i’m glad she did, i made her pizza and she helped me close the store. if it wasn’t for her i wouldn’t have gotten out until after midnight. i feel bad though, i made her come all the way out and she’s gotta get up early. so do i. ugh. one more day. i hope she comes to the wedding with me. it’ll be awkward if i have to go alone Dx well, one more day. i’m off at 8 tomorrow, come home and potentially go to the movies with dad. at work we’re having a meeting between me ryan and nick to find a way to make work less stressful for me cause idk what pushed me this far but we can’t have this happen again. but i swear our employees are so damn stupid wtf...if things dont improve, i’m not going to be able to hold this position...