Random...
I’m not much of a writer but when I’d like to express myself I try to explain it in words even though sometimes I just can’t.
As of now I’m in a state where I want to do things but I don’t know how or where to start. I sometimes wish that someone would come in my life and push me to do what I’ve always wanted (with maybe full on support). I know that’s all I need, that one small push, to start everything.
I just migrated to this unfamiliar place. I told myself I’d start everything once I’m here, but I ended up backing out once again like all those other attempts I tried. Realizing how hard to actually start it with all the adjustments in this foreign place with a very different crowd.
It’s been a few weeks already. I’m missing my friends. I’ve been wanting to create some new ones but haven’t got any opportunity to do so.
Just when I thought that everything is going so well already at where I am and I’ve finally accepted everything... then migration happens.
