In the midst of healing...
All I see is shadows, the grays, 50 shades of black and white, shadows that once were something, once were a part of me that left... all of these imprints in my heart. Why do I sound so .... vulnerable... weak .
Repeating;
To dispel anxiety, some utter a name or phrase, or repeat a behavior several times. They know these repetitions won't actually guard against injury but fear harm will occur if the repetitions aren't done.
I shall not repeat the repetition of these anxieties that I've been thru, a thousand times I suppose. and a thousand times left broken. Now lets not talk how despair I once were... (never going back). All we need is time, rephrase: All I need is time. An important factor in the universe. *inserts globe emoji* Time to heal this miserable soul of mine... I think its driving me insane enough that how crazily I ought things will be... because I know everything will eventually change, for the better, keeping a straight mind. Know your goals, what you should focus on, what/who is there to cut out from your life, what is stopping you from achieving what you're wanting all along... (No, this aint about a relationship that you're thinking of breaking, honey). With a right mind, you can do anything out of your imagination. I only have one month left in college, a few more weeks to interact, work in a team, be discipline, to study hard one last time before I leave. I know I can do this. I truly know I can.
Now, photo diary from the past 2 months. Xx
Blessed with good food everyday...
Coffee gradient and a perfect raspberry slice to end the night with much heart-to-heart conversations and laughter.
Just the crystal clear blue sky.