May 27, 2019
I think I'm finally done with Kpop?
I don't feel anything for it anymore. 😕
I still haven't watched any of the stations released by exo members. (Min and Yeol)
I also don't exactly seek for Jongdae's album??? I think I listened to the whole thing only twice???
I generally stopped listening to music altogether. Not even when I travel to and from work or during lunch breaks and intervals.
I also see new fics floating around, but I do not have the desire or energy to read them.
Maybe it's just because EXO is not promoting... Yeah... That's probably why... I mean I was like that too when they previously were on hiatus...
#im not making excuses nor justifying anything#...though#but my undesire is potent right now???#altho I still get kind of excited when Junmyeon posts something...#only Junmyeon though...#just shit posting#idk I'm on rest day and I cannot sleep#im also stressed at work but I kinda love the stress???#idk why tho lol I thought this job would be ~easy~#but noooooo#but I genuinely enjoy this#motivated by money#a slave for money 😂#life is hard kids make money!