#ontherightdirection

[serenprinity]

If by some chance the world does happen to end tomorrow I'd just like to say a few things...

To all of my followers whom I call my friends;

Thank you for standing by me and supporting me in all the tough times I've had lately.    You guys are all amazing, kind, and such thoughtful people. I wish I could meet every single one of you in person.  I truly love you all.

To my best friends; 

Emma, I honestly don't know what I would do without you. You've helped me through just about everything and anything I needed support through.  You force me to eat (which is becoming more and more difficult), you cuss me out when I need it, you're there for all the 'girl problems', and you're constantly doing me favors that I am more than grateful for.  You're my best friend, my wife, my crutch, my survivor.

Jose, I don't know what I would do without you, either.  For someone I only know through the internet, I am more than close to you.  You're like the brother I never had AND WE WILL GET THOSE FREAKING DNA TESTS BECAUSE WE ARE RELATED DAMMIT!  Anyway, I really do love you.  You do all that you can to help me and I appreciate that so much.  You have no idea.  If the world doesn't end, we'll travel it together very soon.

To my other friends; 

Jamie, you're my partner in crime.  Forreal.  I think we plot more than Halyor has pictures.  You're a good friend and like a sister to me.  We also share a profound love for Perfection which builds a stronger bond than superglue. 

Nico, oh my little Nico.  I love you so much.  I really do. You've sacrificed many hours of sleep to stay up and listen to me whine about stuff.  You're a terrific friend and I will always tell you that you're perfect because you are, and I really want you to believe that.

David, I am so proud of you.  You did it, man!  You got the girl.  And it was you who did it, not me.  All I did was merely point you in the right direction and you took it from there.  You've always been there to listen if I need you to be and you always can come up with the stupidest jokes to make me laugh.  Thank you for everything, I love you like a brother. 

Michi, you're like a big sister.  You're always willing to hear my rants, problems, or just be there to give support.  I wish you the best of luck in your studies and I know you'll go far.

Chrissy, you may possibly be the brightest rainbow I know.  I love you so much.  Liam feels and just feels in general are makes us so close.  I miss you, I wished me talked more and hopefully we get the chance to catch up.

Ashley, the best you'll meet.  You're funny, gorgeous, considerate, thoughtful, a great friend, and just overall perfect.  I love you.

And to all my other friends on here that I talk to every now and then, I love you guys.  You've all been a part of my life and given me the best past year anyone could hope for. 

And last but never ever least, to Michael;  

I didn't put you in the best friends category because you are so much more than that to me.  Even if the world doesn't end I want you to know that I will never love anyone as much as I love you.  You know how much you mean to me, you know how much I care about you, and I really hope you understand how much I love you.  If the world ends I'm going to remember the last time us seeing each other being on your birthday and not this last time.  Because I want to remember the feeling of you hugging me and smiling at me and the look on your face when you opened your present.  That's what I want to be my last thought if the world ends. I want my last thought to be of you. I love you most, forever. 

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I've been tagged - thanks -.- lol

Rule 1: Post the rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then make eleven new ones.

Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them in your post.

Rule 4: Let them know they’ve been tagged.

1. Cats or dogs?

Dogs.  Definitely dogs.

2. Have you ever gotten into a fight with someone on tumblr?

I haven't gotten into a fight with someone on Tumblr but I have gotten into a fight with someone from Tumblr.

3. What’s your biggest Christmas wish? (That’s if you celebrate Christmas. If you don’t, just substitute any other holiday where you get gifts.)

I don't celebrate any holidays where you get gifts lol.  But my biggest just overall wish, is to be to happy.

4. Have you ever written fanfics? If yes, for what fandom?

Nope.  Fanfics can get a bit too cray cray for me xD

5. Drawn fanart? If yes, for what fandom?

I draw, but not fanart.

6. What’s your favourite ice cream flavour?

Moose Tracks, hands down.

7. How many posts have you made on here?

This is my 3,683rd post.

8. What’s your best memory?

The day I met my best friend.  I've posted that story before.

9. Do you have any brothers or sisters?

One little sister.  Blah.

10. Have you ever done anything that you still regret doing years later?

HA, oh yes.  Many, many things. 

11. And an easy one for the end: How old are you?

This is my 5,573rd day alive. 

Now for my questions.

What's your favorite season?

Who's your favorite person?

Chocolate or ice cream?

What are your hobbies?

If you could decide what time school/work started and ended, what time would it be?

How many pillows do you sleep with?

Do you use blankets even when it's hot?

Have you ever been in love?

If you could have a picture taken with only one person to remember them by, who would you choose?

what color is your room?

If you could tell the person you love, if you love someone, that you do love them without them getting upset or ruining your friendship, would you?

[serenprinity]

Night guys!  See ya'll at the party tomorrow night! :D

[serenprinity]

I'd like to take a second and say something...

I love you guys so much it isn't even funny.  I've been on Tumblr since June and in the few months I've been here, I've made the most wonderful friends anyone could ever have.  And I'm sure I'll make many more.  I consider all of my followers friends/family.  You're all a part of my life, a part of me.  I don't know what I would do without all of you.

Jose, you've saved my life.  You ARE my life.  You know me so well, and you love me anyway lol.  You know my faults, my weaknesses, and my dreams.  You are so important to me, you have no idea.  I never imagined I could ever meet such an amazing friend on Tumblr.  We are saranghae.  Forever.

Nico, you give me hope.  You are the sweetest, kindest, most considerate boy I've ever met.  You go out of your way to make me happy.  You tell me I'm pretty when no one else will, you make me laugh, you make me feel like I belong.  You call me Zara Boo and you pay attention to things I say instead of just brushing them aside.  I'm so thankful to have you in my life.  I love you, Nicolas.

Jamie, my confidant.  You are always there to listen to my babbling, my whining, my hopes, everything.  You truly are like a sister to me.  You're always there, and always willing to help.  I feel like I've known you forever and I trust you so much.  I love you, Cookie Monster.

Allen, my oldest friend of all.  We've been friends from the beginning.  We have a different kind of friendship.  We act like a brother and sister.  We can nag each other, snap at each other, bug the hell outta one another and it never is taken seriously.  In the end, we know we love each other.  Lol, sounds more like an old married couple actually xD  Anyway... We've been through a lot together.  We'll always be the first of our group.  And we'll always be Sallenson.  I love you, Puppy.

There are so many more but these are my extra specials. 

I just wanted to let you all know I love you.  And thank you for everything you've done for me.  Never forget that someone appreciates you and loves you, just the way you are. xx

[serenprinity]

okay fine you say no one believes in you well then i will. honestly to me it seems like you focus on all the bad things, even though there are a lot, but if you look at all the bad things then you will miss all the little good things. i may sound like an idiot cause I'm just a random person who just came out of nowhere and is sending these messages. but i dont care.

I take that bit back, someone does believe in me.  My best friend, Michael.  He knows me better than anyone and is still willing to put up with me.  

I had a moment, Chris.  So all the bad poured out. Here are some of the good things:

Of course #1 is going to be the person that means most to me, Michael.  We've had our ups and downs, we get irritated at each other sometimes, but in the end, I love that curly headed boy more than anything in this entire world.  And I'm not afraid to say it. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me.

My other best friend, Jose.  He is always there for me, no matter what.  He always tries to cheer me up and he's just overall amazing and I love him so much.

My OTP captain who never lets me give up on my dream.  She's like a sister, and I know I don't say it enough but I love her. She's amazing.

Allen.  Oh Allen.  He's my puppy.  (not literally-he's a person) We have definitely had ups and downs but in the end I love the little drama queen :P  We've been through quite a bit together, and I wouldn't do any of it over. 

Nico.  What can I say about Nico other than fghskfjgahsdijsadfhldjfhaldfsjfghldjfhlfaghf.  That sums Nico up ^-^  (but if you need actual words Nico is fudging amazing ok)

My Aunt Caroline.  She has recently taken interest in me and we've been spending more time together.  She treats me like an equal instead of a child.

I'm writing a book.  I have been all year and I hope to finish it soon.  And if I do say so myself, it's pretty good ^-^

Tumblr.  Tumblr has been a life saver.  Even though people don't like me very much Tumblr has a way of ripping away the stress and pain.

My family.  My family can be horrible and may not like me very much, but I wouldn't trade them for anything. 

I'm going to mention Michael again.  Because you guys have NO idea how much he really means to me.  I literally got a little sick when he said he didn't count...  You count, my precious M&M.  I love you so much, more than you'll ever know or realize.

You're not an idiot Chris, don't say that.  Don't ever say that.  And you're not exactly a random person....remember? Thank you for caring, thank ALL of you for caring. 

[serenprinity]

Tinychat tonight. Oh lawdy help us. xD

[serenprinity]

Going to bed guys, I'm exhausted and just... I can't stand being awake and thinking anymore.  I'll talk to you all tomorrow. 

Goodnight lovelies <3

(Nico, feel better soon, okay? *hug*)