i cannot stress how shaky ( at best ) paulβs relationship is with vampires. out of all the twilight muses that i have roleplayed, past & present, he is the one who has an open opinion on his distaste for them.
while some of this is based on genetics ( since the purpose of a shapeshifter is to literally kill vampires), a lot of this stems from personal issues revolving around their existence ( and by their, i refer to the cullens, obviously. ) paul may enjoy the perks of being a shapeshifter, but it doesnβt take away the fact from him that part of his normalcy was taken away - and even though shape shifters technically have the ability to stop phasing and continue to grow old, itβs really hard for paul in particular, especially since he has so many episodes.
paul never got involved with any of the fights for the cullens, or bellaβs sake. it was all to protect the people, and his pack. his involvement during eclipse & breaking dawn was solely to protect the inhabitants of forks. ( sorry bella & cullens that just how it be. ) he has a lot of frustration vented out to bella because a LOT of this shit would have happened if she hadnβt gotten involved with edward in the first place. ( and heβll openly tell her that.)
iβm not saying itβs NOT possible to develop a friendly-ish relationship with paul, because it isnβt! canonically he & emmett have changed from a hostile to a mutual understanding relationship. but just know that if you have a vampire muse, and paul acts out, itβs because of him and his complicated relationship with the species as a whole.
















