Disclaimer this is truly genuinely just such a stream of random thought that likely has been talked about before but I’m craaazzyyyy and I love finding new ways to state the same old feelings
Thinking and Hirano and kagiura again like oooihhhhh queer youth and love and fucking ooiuuh they care about each other so so much it’s so over for me like
OOUUUUHGH HIRANO WND KAGIURA IM GONNA THROW UP !!!!! They’re so so happy together and they care so much and they’re silly little high schoolers and they’re QUEER it’s so over!!!!! The way they still laugh and have fun and tease each other despite being in this weird half-relationship like. Do you understand. The “I love you” “I know” of it all. The slow Hirano. Not realization but like. Recontextualizing? The wanting to love someone the choosing to love someone. Little known fact I am a firm Demi/aspec Hirano believer it’s like. He’s not realizing he was always been in love he’s like. Developing love. It is something he has to tend to and nurture and he wants to nurture it because Kagi is his best friend……. And it’s also like. He does love his best friend and he knows it! He knows he’d do anything for Kagi. It’s just like. The romantic aspects don’t come naturally. He has to think about it. Like. Just. Different kinds of love babyyyyy…. This is the most Hirano can care about someone. You know. I feel like I’m not explaining this properly Anyways wanna see something I just realized
The God I wish I could see him— slams window rethinks life. Flash forward to casually being able to just ask Can we meet up (I want to see you) IM SICK
Anywayyysssss I may be in weirdville recently but BOY do I love kagihira so so so much. They’re everything to me. Like. LOVE !!!! And the way Kagi is so unapologetically in love and the way Hirano is so thoughtful about love and cares about Kagi regardless and oouuughhh got myself right in the gut via remembering light novel scenes it’s so over. Liminality and country roads and fuzzy lights in the distance night and riding the bus together at one am and you’re not sure it’s just the gas station food that’s making you feel warm inside. Sparklers fizzling out that makes you yourself feel burnt out and warm to the tips of your fingers. Whateverrrrr man HIRANO AND KAGIURAAAAAA !!!!! I’m normal