so im trying to get diagnosed with pmdd my therapist said i have it but cant legally diagnose me so i have to wait until my next psychiatrist appointment, but i am gonna be medicated more this week i go to the pharmacy tuesday. but oouughhhhh the pmdd/pms is HITTING and i can feel myself drifting into a depressive mood and i just wanna cry. one of the things that i always notice is the grief gets stronger. ill be doing so well with dealing with my dads death then BOOM pmdd hits and i cry looking at his sweatshirt hanging on my door wishing i could hug him again and it hurts so bad i feel like im gonna throw up but you know hehe #justgirlythings










