Llet me tell you 5omething, nothing 5care5 me more than death. Ii don't want to go bakc to nonexi5tence. Ddying i5 the la5t thing I'd evr allow my5elf to do. Jjig5aw mentality or whatevr. Tthat being 5aid; Tthe clo5e5t I've come to actively wi5hing for my death ha5 been while 5crolling your blog. Ii've 5tood out5ide my hive and debated if I even wanted to go bakc in. Ccon5idred throwing my 5elf into the current to let it eithr kill me or bring me 5omewhere bettr. Oof cour5e, I didn't kill my5elf, but the thought did cro55 my mind, and it'5 incredibly difficult to make me con5idr 5uch an action. Iif I were you I'd be proud. Nnot that you 5hould be. Yyou fukcing 5ukc.
> did you get enough br^in d^m^ge to ^ssume i would fucking c^re. im not re^ding ^ll of th^t. fuck you.
