otp; you're as fucked up as i am + heartbreak.
Send me a ship + a word, and I’ll tell you the first headcanon that comes to mind!
The first time Cas left her, she was completely trapped in his web and she felt like he would never hurt her. That he would never walk away and would always be there whenever she needed him. But then he left, without a word and it broke Tori all over again. She had let her guard down more than she ever had, and it was one of the things she regrets most, letting him have the power to break her.
After the first time that he broke her, she promised herself that she would never let anyone have that power again. She believed that she was immune to heartbreak now. That she was too strong for it. But now that he’s back in her life, there is a part of her that is terrified he’ll just do the exact same thing as before, and that it will destroy her just as it did the first time.