DATE : JANUARY 14TH 1999 9:00 AM
LOCATION : MORNINGSTAR LABS
TASK : DISSECTION OF SUBJECT 001 - JIBRIL
START WITH THE HEAD AND CUT AROUND TILL THE BRAIN IS EXPOSED. MAKE SURE TO GO DEEP THESE THINGS HAVE A TENDENCY TO HEAL. THEN CUT AN INCISION FROM THE THROAT DOWN TO THE GROIN. THERE IS A LOT OF MUSCLE TO GO THROUGH SO YOU MAY HAVE TO MAKE A FEW RUNS DOWN THE BODY. CLEAVE THE JOINTS , REMOVE THE HIPS AND PART THE FEMURS . BUT MAKE SURE THAT BEFORE YOU GO IN YOU DISCARD THE EYES . THEY WATCH YOU EVEN IN DEATH.
HAVE SOME SORT OF FLAME AT REACH - BURNING ONE OF THEM HURTS THEM MORE THAN A GUN OR BLADE. THIS IS FOR THE FEAR OF RETALIATION .
INSERT THE DEVICE QUICKLY IT WILL KEEP THEM CONTROLLED . THIS DOES NOT MEAN TO TAKE YOUR TIME THOUGH.
DO NOT DO THIS ALONE. THEY FEED ON YOUR HUMANITY.
CONNECTION ESTABLISHED : [ YOU WILL NOW WITNESS THE SUBJECT AS HIMSELF . ]
THE BRAIN : WHAT WAS IT YOU WERE MADE TO DO ? WHY WAS IT YOU ? CAN IT BE SOMEONE ELSE ? YOU DO NOT LIKE THIS - YOU DO NOT WANT THIS - YOU ARE TRYING TO CREATE SOMETHING BUT NOTHING IS COMING OUT.
THE HEART : YOU HIDE YOURSELF HERE . KEEP QUIET ON ALL THE THINGS THAT COULD HAVE MATTERED. LEAVING YOU HOME IN A SWOLLEN WOMB , WITH A TWO HEADED LAMB POINTING RIGHT TO INDICATE THE HERD. AND LEFT TO CALL EVERYTHING OUT . OVER WHICH YOU STRETCH OUT - FEELING TIME PULL A CRUEL JOKE. . THERE IS TOO MUCH UPON YOU AND SO YOUR VOICE GOES DRY LEAVING NOTHING FOR MAN.
THE KIDNEY : YOU ARE FILTHY / YOU ARE DISGRACED AND HOLLOWED OUT . OVER TOUCHED AND UNDERDRESSED. A STAGE OF MOMENTS PASSING THROUGH SHELL -SHOCKED VIENS , DISPENSING TIME AS A CURSE. YOU ARE EVERYTHING WRONG WITH LIFE . THE CLOSEST TO GOD - THE FIRST TO BE RUINED. YOU PLAY ABEL BUT ARE OF CAIN.
CUT THE SKIN , TAKE THE MUSCLE , HOLD THE ORGANS , MAKE A FENCE OUT OF THE BONES. YOU ARE A PLANET RUN DRY . HOPE EXTINGUISHED AND SO YOU COME OUT A THOUSAND UGLY WAYS. A TWO HEADED LAMB POINTING LEFT TO TAKE THE WORLD FROM ITS AXIS.
YOU WASH AND YOU WASH BUT EVERYTHING STILL SMELLS OF HIM . OF THE SWORD THAT LAUGHS AS IT GOES INSIDE - DEEPER THEN ANYTHING HAD THE RIGHT TO BE . JUSTICE WAS NOT FOR YOU , NOT WHEN HE HELD IT . YOU TWIST AND YOU TURN AGAINST THE RESTRAINTS BUT THEY ARE LAUGHING TOO, YOU TURN INTO YOURSELF AND YOU NO LONGER SPEAK. TAKING THE DEITY FROM MAN .
YOU KEEP RUNNING . YOU KEEP GOING DOOR TO DOOR . BUT EACH ONE STOPS EXISTING WHEN YOU GET THERE. AS THOUGH SOMETHING IS TRYING KEEP YOU AWAY FROM YOURSELF. THERE IS NOTHING HERE FOR YOU AND SO YOU FINALLY STOP . YOU FINALLY DISENGAGE AND LET THE BLACK WATERS TAKE YOU OVER. IF THIS WAS TO BE YOUR FATE THAN SO BE IT.
DISENGAGE NOW : BEING IS SHOWING HIGH SIGNS OF AGITATION . DISENGAGE NOW . BEING IS SHOWING HIGH LEVELS OF ANGER. SET IT ON FIRE AND TAKE THE READINGS WITH YOU. FIND THE ONE WITH GOLDEN EYES AND GIVE THEM TO HIM.
