#operation bearification

[ludinusdaleth]

not to bearpost for the 90000000000th time but sometimes i cant believe how bearish ive gotten.... am i finally becoming a beautiful hairy fat man? 🥹 it feels so GOOD

[ludinusdaleth]

celebrating 3 years on T!

it's such a precarious time for hrt. but it always is. heres this years updates

face (pre t, over the years to now). sorry if my selfie isnt the most cheery, i am sick as hell right now lol

facial hair growth (pre t, over the years to now). im so so so so so so so so SO happy this year that my fur has finally kicked into overdrive. having a beard has been so instinctual to me that ive awoken confused i didnt have one since i was two years old. i feel at peace now and hope it gets even longer and bushier (and my stache gets more than baby hairs)

belly (pre t, over the years to now).

admittedly i really havent grown a lot this year. at least not in this area. i did gain about 10-15 pounds, and i weighed in my heaviest so far today, even when ill. it might have mostly gone to my ....

chest/chest hair growth. i know most trans men are not happy with their chests, but to me, my tits have actually grown on testosterone. and honestly in my quest to be a bear, it's.... absolutely incredible. look at this pre t vs now difference!

overall, im pretty happy with this years transitions. i wish i had been able to get more bearish in the fat department - if anyone has any suggestions for healthier low budget ways to bulk, im all ears. but im so proud i became a cave man this year fur wise. looking down, my facial hair skritching my neck, to see an entirely fur covered body is all i have ever wanted. i finally feel like things are becoming as they should be.

thank you if you read. and thank yall for always dealing with my bearposting. i know i am feral as can be about it, but it's so personal and innate.

as always, any comments(compliments?) & questions are welcome.

[ludinusdaleth]

getting beary, exu shirt edition for my fat & cr community friends

[ludinusdaleth]

guy who's getting fat and outgrowing clothes: hey guys what if im getting fat and outgrowing clothes

🐻🐻🐻🐻🐻🐻🐻🐻🐻🐻

[ludinusdaleth]

i havent done this in a while, have some transition photos.... ft censored photos of hairy moobs

transitioning to the body of what feels like an ex jock, a big beefy boy, feels so hot 🔥

and honestly the biggest thing ive learned about transitioning is that real men should have huge hairy tits. genuinely so so good to have huge furry moobs as a man. it Feels manly, like an ex jock. id ask who wants to suckle but maybe thats going too far? regardless thanks for looking 😅

[ludinusdaleth]

it's fat bear week season and i just wanted to brag im the heaviest ive ever been so far 🐻

[ludinusdaleth]

it's wild how not long ago i could barely handle eating even one meal a day, i had trained myself into being so malnourished. now i can easily decimate two entire breakfasts and a snack afterward as well as half a gallon of a drink and im still hungry. i love bearing up so much

[ludinusdaleth]

alright, yall, im celebrating 2 years on T!

i am eternally thankful that i can access & have reaped incredible benefits from hrt, and have been able to slowly become a bear. heres some comparison photos, from left to right (they were technically taken the day before my anniversary, forgive me lol); they go from pre t to 1st year to now, or pre t to now:

heres just a general selfie timelapse:

heres some scruff comparison. it REALLY started working this year. it is completely avoiding my chin for some reason but im working on it 😅 i feel that it is probably in a deeply ugly stage to a lot of folk, but.... i really love it. i hope it's cute in a billy goat way. in some distant future i want a crazy beard to my bellybutton. i dont know if past me who begged for a beard above all else would know just how euphoric it felt to grow one.

and of course, the belly. i honestly wasnt able to gain a lot from last year, but i had a boost around winter at the last minute. and it's still an insane difference from when i began; for my teen years i was deeply underweight to a point it sometimes hurt to breathe. i wanted to be more than that. and so far t has allowed me to become a bit husky. i hope i can become really really fat soon; thats where my gender would be most happy, and so far nothing feels more natural & perfect than jiggling every time i walk, having a fuzzy tummy that some folk admit to wanting to pet.

gaining weight & fur is the basis of what i wanted on t and im so happy that ive gotten them so far. i hope that i can get more of both with every passing year.

thanks if you read and thanks for the support!💚