You tired already of the anniversaries this week? 👀hope you not because, almost reaching the decade, the wonderful OPH PT. 3 (VS) is turning 9 years today!! 🥳🥳
'I was in such a hurry to click the "Quit Edenbrook" button that I didn't realise that my MC hadn't told Jackie or even hinted about this so from her perspective she got broken up with out of the blue like, one day after making it official. I was too busy fighting what I hated to save what I loved :('
POSTS/CONFESSIONS DO NOT REFLECT MOD'S PERSONAL OPINIONS!
if we could PLEASE stop automatically going to visit ramsey at his apartment everytime he “doesn’t answer our texts so we’re worried about him 🥺🥺🥺🥺” that would be fantastic
god i wouldn’t have minded if it was a diamond scene, i just don’t want to see this man and would like a choice not to!!!!
Pairing: Dr. Ethan Ramsey x f!MC (Dr. Brooke Spiers)
Word Count: 3.4k
Rating: 18+ (NSFW - minors dni)
Author's Note: makai (mah-kigh) - one of the four key directions on Oahu, but used on all Hawaiian Islands; makai means "toward the ocean".
Premise: A follow-up fic to this text exchange. Ethan and Brooke meet for a little pre-planned Hawaiian rendezvous.
Hey, I’m here. Where you at?
Brooke taps out the message on her cell phone, keeping one eye on the almost-empty lobby.
It's late now - late for check-in, late for milling around, late, it seems, for Hawaii itself - and she'd be lying to herself if she said she wasn't feeling a bit sleepy—a bit like, maybe, she should be getting up for a six AM shift in Boston after having gotten a good seven hours of sleep the night before?
Rather than waiting for her elderly boyfriend to meet her for a late-night swim - and a little more, hopefully - after sleeping a total of five half-lucid hours on an airplane in the last twenty-four hour period.
She's about to text him again, when she hears a voice from behind her.
"Christ, enough with the texting already."
Whirling around, she can't help the grin that splits her cheeks at the sight of him. Without responding, she throws her arms around his neck, squeezing him in an impromptu hug. His hair is a little damp and appears freshly washed and there's the sharp, pleasant, and familiar smell of his cologne that she inhales when she presses her body to his.
He seems almost nonplussed at her public and spontaneous affection, his arms staying at his sides for a beat longer than they should, before he returns her embrace. She giggles as he even takes her for a half spin, kissing her neck before setting her down, hands lingering at her hips.
"Well, aren't you in a good mood," he comments, a smile playing at the corners of his lips.
She shrugs, giving him a cheeky grin. "It's nice to see you. Plus," she adds, taking his hand and interlocking her fingers with his as she starts to walk, "I'm in vacation mode, so you're going to a get a much better version of me for the next few days."
He allows her to lead him out of the lobby and to the stone pathway that will eventually take them down to the beach.
"I like the version I get at home," he remarks once they're in the open air, which smells like hibiscus and coconut and the reminiscent warmth of the sun still emanating from the stones.
As they walk, he tugs her closer and puts his arm over her shoulders. She smiles up at him as she wraps her arm around his waist. He returns it, staring down at her with an inscrutable look, but one that causes a bloom of warmth to start in her chest and work its way outwards.
"It's nice to be somewhere different, though." Resting her head on his shoulder, they continue to amble down the path. "I like us at home, too, but…" She trails off with a shrug. "We work a lot. And don't see each other outside of work enough. I mean, I thought with you suspended I'd at least get a date night, then you had to go and get your freaking job back!"
He throws his head back and laughs, a loud, head-shaking, self-deprecating thing.
"Oh god, I've really done you wrong, haven't I?"
"Yes!" she insists, though she can't stop her own giggles. "Not even a dinner out. Our first movie in months was on the private jet that Vik got me."
Ethan rubs his chin thoughtfully. "I haven't gotten you a private jet yet?"
"Nope." Her hair tosses against her cheeks as she shakes her head, unable to keep the smile off her face. She loves teasing him, she loves being away with him, she loves—she cuts her thoughts short and focuses on their banter. "For shame, sir."
He glances at her and she sees the heat in his gaze as she calls him "sir". She bites her lip and looks up at him innocently. His eyes go from hers down to her lip in an instant and she laughs again.
"You're like one of Pavlov's dogs, I swear." Breaking free from him, she jogs lightly ahead of him down the path, her sandals slapping the pavement with her movements. "Anyway, your old bones are slowing me down. Keep up!" She takes off towards the beach, her sundress whipping around her legs, even as she can hear his bit off curse from behind her.
"I'm not running!" he calls, his voice growing distant as she puts more space between them.
"Your loss!" she yells over her shoulder, before turning around and jogging backwards to tease him even more. She screams as she sees him gaining speed quickly and her shrieks turn into hysterical giggles as he ducks down and lifts her effortlessly over his shoulder, continuing on without breaking his stride.
She buries her face in the thin cotton of his shirt so that she doesn’t wake up all the other sleepy inhabitants of their resort with her giddy snorts, especially when he playfully smacks her butt as he carries her steadily to the beach. Soon, she feels his steps change as his feet sink into the soft sand.
"Wow." His voice is soft and, even though it's coming from somewhere near her rump, it still carries over to where she is, hanging securely off his shoulder.
"I want to see!" She squirms and he grips her bottom, holding her still as he reaches up with his other hand. She feels him wriggle his finger under the heel strap of her sandals and she stills, waiting as he removes first one and then the other. Leaning forward, he places her down gently and she immediately wiggles her toes in the warm, fine sand before whirling around to take in the view.
"Oh, wow," she breathes as well, because truly there isn't another word for it.
The moonlight reflects off the dark surface of the waves, illuminating the gentle ebb and flow of the tide. Dark shadows on the horizon appear to be mountains or something in the distance - she hadn't had a chance to check out the beach in the daytime upon their arrival, so she's just seeing it now for the first time, perhaps not in all its colourful splendour, but still, majestic and beautiful in its own right.
And the stars - Brooke can't remember the last time she'd seen so many of them. They sparkle in the inky blue firmament like someone had tossed an infinity of tiny diamonds on a velvet tray. She breathes in the salty sweet air deeply as her and Ethan take in the view together, silently, for a moment.
"Thank you for asking me to come here with you," Ethan says quietly, eyes still on the sea and the sky. "I didn't realize how much I needed this… this quiet beauty. This moment of serenity."
She quirks a smile at him, taking his hand in hers. He looks down at their intertwined fingers and then back up at her face, his eyes warm and soft, the pale blue glistening in the moonlight.
"I did," she tells him simply with a little shrug, still smiling up at him.
He looks at her for another beat, his eyes conveying a message that only her heart understands, then he turns to her, stroking her cheek softly with his knuckles, before leaning in to place a soft kiss on her lips.
She cups his cheeks in her hands and returns it, keeping it soft, sweet, open-mouthed and warm. After a moment, she pulls back and looks up at him, the smile back on her face. It’s silly, but it almost feels like a permanent fixture tonight; one she can't get rid of even if she tries.
He’s watching her again, eyes heavy and heated, even in the glowing light of the moon. He slides his thumbs over her cheekbones in a light caress. "Brooke, I—"
Even though they’ve gone down this road many times before - the incomplete sentences, the longing looks, the words that are felt but not said - Brooke still feels her breath catch and her heart rate increase as she waits.
They stay suspended like that for a moment, the waves and the moon their only companions, when suddenly the call of a night bird, tropical and unfamiliar, breaks them from their reverie.
Ethan looks up and Brooke looks away, disappointed - though not surprised - that the moment got away from them again without any new revelations.
“Looks like we have company,” Ethan remarks, his voice carefully composed, even as he pulls her closer, rubbing her bare arms with his hands.
“Well,” Brooke replies, still determined to make this a good night, “as long as our only company is avian...” She pulls away from him, reaching up and teasing at the straps of her sundress. “What do you say we go for a swim?”
Biting back a smirk, he looks back and forth across the long expanse of beach. Her gaze follows his, ensuring along with him that they truly are alone. As much as she thrives on the spontaneity of a moment like this, she'd rather not have any of their colleagues - or any guest for that matter - see her naked. Which is exactly what she plans on being in due course.
“Looks pretty quiet.” His gaze locks in on hers again. “No?”
She nods, teeth catching at her bottom lip as she slowly backs up towards the water, pulling the straps of her dress down to fall on her upper arms. “Indeed it does, Dr Ramsey.” She pulls one arm out and then the other, leaving the dress clinging to the tops of her breasts. She continues to step backwards until her feet hit the shoreline, warm, frothy waves caressing her ankles. She laughs in delight and looks down, sliding around in the wet sand.
Ethan is closing in on her, his shirt already off. She sees he’s holding her sandals and his shoes in one hand, shirt slung over his arm.
“How’s the water?” he asks, though his eyes are still on the beach, as though he’s looking for something.
When she realizes his apparent destination, she can't help but shake her head fondly - he's walked over to one of the resort chairs, stacked up neatly for the evening, and is placing their shoes and his shirt on the pile.
Heaven forbid they get sand on them, she thinks, unable to stop the swell of affection she feels for her fastidious man.
Making her way over to him, she shimmies the dress up and over her head.
“Space for one more thing?” she asks innocently waiting for him to turn to look at her.
When he does, she gets immediate gratification at his dumbstruck look.
She had foregone a bra completely, so she watches as he takes her in from head to toe, nipples already stiffening in the exposed night air and under his gaze. She'd also pulled out the "special occasion" underwear, a lacy, boy-cut confection that she knew he'd appreciate.
And by the look in his eyes, he seems very appreciative.
Smiling cheekily, she shimmies down the underwear as well, tossing it to him before wading further into the water.
For all her bravado, standing stark naked on a public beach for longer than thirty seconds stretches the limits of her comfort, so it feels nice to seek both warmth and privacy in the languid tropical waves.
She had almost been worried that the water would be cold, but instead it's the perfect temperature - just nice enough to submerge herself in without feeling like she's entering a frigid bath. She wades out a bit deeper until the water just skims the top of her breasts and she turns in time to see Ethan entering the water.
Her heart picks up speed as she admires him, his naked, muscular body limned by the moonlight, walking into the ocean like some sort of reverse Poseidon, his eyes fixated on her and her alone.
Brooke shivers in a way that has nothing to do with water temperature, goosebumps lifting the fine hairs on her arms as she waits for him to get to her. The anticipation is sweet, but not as sweet as seeing him up close, smiling down at her as he collects her in his arms.
Their naked bodies slide together and she instinctively wraps her legs around his waist, feeling his arousal at the crux of her body. She kisses his neck, his jaw, his cheek, as his hands glide down to her bottom to lift her higher.
"This is nice," she murmurs, twining her arms tighter around his neck.
He hums in agreement, stroking her back up and down with one hand as they quietly watch the moon ripple on the horizon.
"I love touching you like this." He presses a kisses to her shoulder, squeezes her tighter. "If I could keep you this way, naked, pressed up against me, your skin on mine—if I could hold you like this forever, I would do it."
"Might be difficult to get work done." Her response is flippant, but his words have struck a chord deep inside her and her heart twangs painfully at the implications.
He snorts. "I don't care. Who needs work."
She pulls back to look at him, affecting a look of shock. "I'm sorry, who are you, and what have you done with Dr. Ethan Ramsey?"
He shakes his head, burying his face in her neck. When he speaks again, his words are muffled against her skin. "Dr. Ramsey has learned more in the past three years than in any of the previous years combined." He pulls back to look at her, one hand still holding her against him securely, the other pushing her damp waves back from her face. "Learned and grown and just—" He shakes his head before continuing. "Just tried to be better. To do better. Thanks to you." He kisses her and she can taste the salt on his lips.
"I can't take all the credit," she whispers against his mouth as they pull apart after a beat.
"Why not?" he whispers back, pressing another salty kiss to her lips. "You do it all the time at work anyway."
"Hey—!" She pulls away indignantly. "It's not my fault I’m the only one who can actually solve our cases—"
He laughs loudly and spins her around, making her lose track of her indignation as she dissolves into helpless giggles.
The warm water swirls over their bodies and she tightens her arms and legs around him. Her giggles inadvertently turn into a soft moan as she feels him, hard against her centre, settled right between her spread legs.
He tucks a kiss below her ear, nipping lightly at her pulse. "I want you so bad," he murmurs, sucking gently on the spot where he bit.
"So what are you waiting for," she breathes, her head lolling back as her hips move restlessly, her body stroking wetly against his length.
"Not in here," he groans, "the bacteria—not good for your—" He grunts as she presses more tightly against him, continuing to rub intimately in a way that has them both moaning.
"Have I ever told you—" She gasps, her breath coming out in short pants. "—how hot it is when you say the word 'bacteria' during sex?"
His response is a muffled groan into her shoulder as her jerky movements become more frantic, chasing the climax that has been inevitable since the first touch of salt water on her bare skin.
It's an odd sensation, the languid warmth of the ocean surrounding them while a different, more intimate, kind of wetness grows between. She misses the feel of him inside her during a moment like this, but there is something strangely, captivatingly erotic about making love this way. Their bodies sliding together in a new sort of intimacy, his rigid heat captured between her velvety folds.
“Ethan, I—” Her voice catches and his fingers tighten on her bottom, holding her to him in a way that hits that exact spot she needs it to. "Ah—ah!" She feels her muscles clench as a wave of pleasure crests…then crashes down over her. She lets out a moan, throwing her head back, the movement lifting her half out the water. Her nipples hit the cooler night air as her breasts emerge from the sea, and the feel of it in contrast to her climax sends prickles of sensation across her skin.
Ethan ducks down, kissing between her breasts as his hips jerk and finally still. He lets out a long groan through clenched teeth and she feels a bloom of warmth between them as she holds his head tightly against her chest. She can feel her heart pounding and his heartbeats echo hers from where his chest is pressed, closer to her stomach.
They hold each other for a protracted beat, the only sounds the crashing waves and their ragged breaths.
"Would you consider that," she finally says, still slightly breathless, "acceptable for my pH balance?"
He snickers deeply into her skin as he wraps his arms around her tighter before releasing her slowly. She allows her body to dip back and float leisurely on the bobbing waves. Letting out a contented sigh, she looks up at the stars, her eyes catching on a streak of light separate from the rest.
"Look!" She sits up quickly and grabs Ethan's arm, pointing at the sky.
He looks up as well and they watch as two, three stars make a quick descent from their position, a trail of sparkles in their wake.
"I've never seen a shooting star," she breathes, mesmerized.
He doesn't reply, so after a minute she glances over at him. He's staring at her, a soft smile tilting the corners of his lips. She can't see his face that well, even in the bright glow of an almost-full moon, but she recognizes the gentleness in his expression, the curve of his cheek as the shadow of a dimple barely appears.
She loves him so much.
She loves him so much that her heart aches with it, like a balloon that's about to pop or a cup that's overflowing.
She loves him for all his flaws, for all his hubris, for the ways he tries to be so good, and for all the ways he fails.
Her eyes well up as she looks at him, the words yearning to tumble from her lips. To tell him that she's always on his side. That he's hers, no matter what. There's no one else and there never will be.
That this is it, for her.
Instead she smiles back at him, albeit a little tremulously, and she leans forward, pushing off with her feet as she wades back to the shore.
He follows her quietly and they dress quickly, clothes awkward and difficult to tug onto their still-wet bodies.
As she grabs her sandals and goes to walk, he grabs her hand to stop her and pulls her into his arms.
They stand there for a bit, quiet and still, and Brooke feels all the little moments that have brought them here swirling around them in a hopeful nostalgia; the promise of things to come, built on a foundation of what they've surpassed.
"Time to sleep?" She looks up at the rumbling sound of his voice, blinking her eyes tiredly without even having realized just how tired she was.
"Mmm," she agrees, pulling away. "Your room or mine?"
He looks askance at her and she groans good-naturedly. "Fine, we'll be good. But see if you last more than one night without me. Just see!" She pokes his shoulder and grins at him and he catches her hand and holds it tightly against his chest, over his heart.
"Meet me for coffee tomorrow morning?" He brings her hand up to his lips and presses a kiss to the palm. "Hawaii has the best—"
"Yes, yes, I know, you talked my ear off about it on the plane, I remember." She shakes her head. "You're so boring I literally don't know how I stand you."
He grins at her and shrugs good-naturedly as they begin the slow walk back to the resort. "I try not to tempt fate too often by asking that very same question."
"Probably for the best." She tilts her head onto him and he drapes his arm around her shoulders. They meander down the path, away from the ocean, in comfortable silence.
She knows, deep down, how he feels about her. And if the final show of her loyalty to him is for her to wait until he's ready to tell her, well, then—
Summary: Ethan and Victoria reflect on their time together.
Rating: General Audiences
Category: fluff
My take on chapter 11 of book 3
Ethan woke with a start. He looked round at his surroundings, remembering where he was. He glanced down at the woman in his arms, she was still fast asleep, the gentle rise and fall of her breath matching his own.
Ethan smiled at her, the memories of earlier flooding his mind. She was like a walking Aphrodite, every smile, every look made him feel weak, like he had to be near her in order to simply live.
Ethan pressed a short kiss to the top of her head. “Are you awake?” He whispered.
Victoria stirred in his arms and sat up rubbing her eyes as she looked round. “What time is it?”
“I’ve no idea.” Ethan chuckled, gently tugging on her hand to get her to lay her head on his shoulder. She obeyed sighing deeply.
“My fingers are so wrinkly. I guess we’ve been in here for a long time.” Victoria said. The jacuzzi was still warm, bubbles floating on the surface around them.
“We should get out before we turn into prunes.”
“I’m too tired to move.” Victoria sighed snuggling further into his embrace.
“Two rounds really tired you out?” Ethan laughed a little.
“When I’ve got alcohol and food in me yes. I plan to go much further with you in the future.” Victoria smiled.
“I shall look forward to it. But for now, let’s dry off and get into bed.” Ethan said standing up and getting out the jacuzzi. He offers his hand to Victoria who happily accepts it.
Ethan grabs the towel from one of the racks and gently wraps it round Victoria, patting her dry. He pressed small kisses to her collarbone as he dried her. She rested her head against his shoulder.
“Am I going to have to carry you?” Ethan chuckled. Victoria nods. Ethan picked her up, gripping her thighs as he carried her back to the bed, gently laying her down before joining her, wrapping his arms around her.
“Thank you.” Victoria mumbled pressing a kiss to his chest.
“Anytime Vic.” Ethan stroked her hair.
The couple lay in silence for a while just enjoying each other’s company as the moonlight shone through the balcony doors.
“Did you mean what you said earlier?” Victoria broke the silence looking up at him.
“About how I feel about you? Of course I did. I’ve felt this way for a long time.” Ethan replied.
“How comes now was the right time to tell me?” Victoria asked smiling.
“I guess the mood was just right. Just being in a sense of domesticity with you made me realise how much you mean to me and I wanted to tell you that.”
Victoria snuggled further against Ethan. “Really?”
“Yes really. I’ve always found it difficult to express how I’m feeling. But when I realised that what I felt for you wasn’t just platonic, I guess I didn’t know how to handle that. I thought if I just kept pushing you away, this feeling I had would go away as well.”
“But it didn’t.” Victoria said.
“No it didn’t. And I’ve realised that it staying was the best thing to have ever happened to me.” Ethan smiled pressing a kiss to Victoria’s forehead.
“That is the cutest thing you have ever said.” Victoria giggled.
“Don’t get used to it. This stays between me and you.”
“Of course. No one needs to know Doctor Terminator is such a softie.” Victoria chuckled leaning up to kiss Ethan.
Ethan kissed her back gently, running a hand through her hair. When they broke apart he rested his forehead against hers.
“You’re so beautiful.” Ethan strokes her cheek with his finger.
“You’re like a completely different person on this trip.” Victoria chuckles.
“I’m a completely different person when I’m around you.” Ethan laughs.
“Very true. Do you remember what you were like when I first met you? You hated me.” Victoria asked.
“I didn’t hate you Victoria. I guess I just stereotyped you as being another intern that would crumble under the intense pressure of being a doctor.” Ethan said.
“I’m glad you had faith in me.” Victoria rolled her eyes sarcastically.
“Let’s just say you definitely proved me wrong.”
“Well of course otherwise I wouldn’t be here in bed with you.” Victoria laughed.
“Do you remember that night where we watched over Ethan Hudson? That was when I began to feel differently about you. I saw a different side of you that night and I liked it. Your ability to go the extra mile, it reminded me of myself when I was an intern.” Ethan said.
Victoria sat up and looked at him. “Wait really?”
“Really. You impressed me that night. And I guess it just set the pace for you to impress me further.” Ethan sat up and pulled Victoria back into his arms.
“So you started to have feelings for me that night?” Victoria asked.
“I did.”
“And you don’t know this but I saw you look back at me when we tested out the MRI scans that day.” Victoria replied.
“I thought I was more subtle with that.”
“Think again.”
Ethan laughed pressing a kiss to Victoria’s head. Victoria rested her cheek against Ethan’s shoulder as he gently stroked her arm.
“Remember when you went off to the Amazon?” Victoria broke the silence.
“How could I forget. I practically spent every minute thinking about you.”
“I nearly hooked up with someone whilst you were gone. I thought that could be my way of getting over you. But I couldn’t.” Victoria sighed.
“I regret pushing you away. I know it took...” Ethan trailed off, finding it difficult to still talk about that particular night. Victoria’s hand squeezing his encouraged him to continue. “That night to tell you and I’m sorry I waited so long.”
“That night really set things into motion for me. I thought I was going to die. And that I wouldn’t get to tell you how I really felt.” Victoria said.
“I’m so glad it didn’t come to that. I don’t know what I would’ve done.”
“You don’t have to think like that anymore. I’m here and I’m not going anywhere. Besides, you wouldn’t have been able to shag me as many times as you have if I wasn’t here.” Victoria smirked.
Ethan laughs as he lies back and pulls Victoria down with him so she was straddling him.
“You’re right. I wouldn’t get to look up at you like I am now.” Ethan ran his hands up and down Victoria’s sides.
“Remember that night in the ski lodge? You couldn’t keep your hands off me.” Victoria grinned.
“I couldn’t. Neither could I during the gala and then the night the hospital reopened. You make it impossible.”
“Well I’m glad you didn’t. Because they were some of the best night of my life.” Victoria leant down to brush her lips against Ethan’s.
Ethan met her half way, running his hands up her side, using his tongue to coax her mouth open.
“So what’s next for us?” Ethan asked as he broke away, pulling Victoria tightly against him.
“I have no idea. But as long as I have you, I don’t need to worry. We’re in this together.” Victoria replied as she entwined their hands.
“Together.” Ethan said pressing a kiss to her hand.
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Well wasn’t that just the best chapter ever 🥺 I love how we could make things official! Onwards and upwards from now on!
