29/07/2012
I wonder if you'll even read this... You may not even see it but... This is the day I want to tell you the your not an accident. You will never be an accident. Your family loves you very much and don't forget that. When people say things like this they don't really mean it... they just say it in the moment, they also regret it later. I've heard tones and tones of shit from my dad; he calls me useless and sometimes he says that no one needs me here and that I should just go somewhere else... I know you've been damaged more than I have... I know. But please understand that I'm trying to help you. By saying 'your an accident' to someone, your hurting them and I know you don't mean to hurt them and your only saying the truth, but there are times where you need to understand the feelings of the person your saying it too.
I'm really sorry that I couldn't say it directly to you... I just don't want piss you off anymore....I don't want to lose you. Your my best friend. The best-est friend I've ever had. You mean a lot to me. I love you.