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[detrites]

real talk with completely unafraid and wholly present me for a change: i literally do not need people and i want to be absolutely alone in every aspect of my life (i mean to say that i dont want any form of intimacy beyond business-related or surface-level intimacy; only that which is necessary) with very few exceptions because people are disappointing and never fail to make me want to put holes in my own head and excuse me if this sounds rude and is uncalled for but it's me and i'm an asshole that can't handle human interaction at all

[nikirave]

Tumblr..

Sometime you have almost nothing to say..and sometimes..

You just get me so riled up that I literally need to find an appropriate outlet.

And reading smut can only go but so far. 

[tasty-salamanders]

Gay and horny; thinking about dicks.

[velours-lapin]

This valentines day I will be listening to 400 lux nonstop while eating frosted heart shaped sugar cookies and drawing smutt

[akatopdeck]

My dad bought me a christmas gift even though I haven't spoken to him to any meaningful extent in nearly a year.

Was going to go to his house on Christmas eve so I could give my brothers their gifts

Because of my work schedule that is not a thing I'll be able to do, so I'm gonna bring their gifts to them individually at some other time.

But my dad invited me to have dinner with him tomorrow night which is my day off, but my brothers won't be there

and I'm uncomfortable with the idea of going to dinner just me and him, but I feel like an asshole for turning him down considering he got me a gift for christmas, which I'm also uncomfortable about considering I specifically asked that he not get me anything when I told him I could be there for Christmas Eve. 

I don't know am I being an asshole by turning him down?

[tasty-salamanders]

Gay and horny.

[theambiguousteacup]

I really truly hate my brother.

Every time he comes home, he makes me or my mother cry. Or both. Frequently both. He yells constantly over anything and everything. Everything is always someone else's fault and he thinks he's entitled to whatever simply because of who he is.

No one's opinion matters to him. And if my dad was still alive and well, he would have beat the shit out of my brother a long time ago for being so disrespectful to my mother.

People wonder why I don't care for dating. I haven't exactly had the best example anywhere in my life for how a guy should act.