So my husband and I have finally decided we are going to start trying for a baby in August… which is literally less than 2 months away… and I’ve been wanting to do this for so long, but we wanted to wait until we were financially in a good spot. And all of our friends/family are having babies so we want our kid to have cousins/friends/playmates their age so we’re going to bite the bullet.
I’ve wanted this for so long… but now that it’s approaching finally? I’m terrified. I’m taking prenatals. I’m scheduling doctors appointments. Looking into FMLA and what my insurance will cover. I’m thinking how my life will look once I’m pregnant, and it’s like staring over the edge of a cliff, and suddenly I have vertigo. I know anxiety is normal when it comes to these things, and this is all I dream about now. But jeez, I really thought I would be more excited than nervous. It’s probably my nursing brain taking over, knowing everything that can go wrong. I guess this is just one of those seasons for me to trust God in. My whole life is about to change.






















