I really fucking hate how if you have 1 chronic illness, no you don't, you develop a whole goodie bag of them, gods little present for his favorite tortured angels
God can suck my dick and beg for it
#fuck off God#fb555 post#chronic disease#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic disability#chronically ill#this post was inspired by me finding out I have a CHRONIC sinus infection and that my IBS will no longer tolerate fats like butter#olive oil meat and ofc deep fried stuff#I just want to have a fucking buttered bagel in peace#you can't keep giving me eating restrictions God you already gave me ARFID#fuck having a my consciousness be limited to a slab of wrinkled fat and neurons#fuck having a body#fuck being prisoner to flesh#doesn't help that I have emetophobia either#or general anxiety disorder#or gerd#Crohn's better not be fucking next#I already have colon cancer in my family#miss me with that shit#IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED AND NO ONE VALUING THE EFFORT I PUT INTO EVERYDAY MAINTAINING ON TOP OF WHATS EXPECTED OF A#“NORMAL” PERSON#GUESS WHAT IM NOT FUCKING NORMAL NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CRY ABOUT IT#STOP HOLDING ME TO A RELATIVELY YOUNG AND HEALTHY PERSONS STANDARDS#IM NOT SPRY IM EXHASTED AND IN PHYSICAL AND MENTAL PAIN#YEAH I HAVE AN RBF IM DISTRESSED AND OVERSTIMULATED BY MY BODY ATTEMPTING TO DIGEST FOOD#FUCK#vent post I guess#god better be ready to catch these hands when I die#be ready for my teeth motherfucker I'm doing to take a bite and swallow that shit whole
