I know I have potential and I can feel it slipping away but I don't have any motivation and haven't had it for a year now and I feel so scared feeling it slip away

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I know I have potential and I can feel it slipping away but I don't have any motivation and haven't had it for a year now and I feel so scared feeling it slip away
that feeling when you stalk someone's tumblr and try to comfort them with nice anon messages, and they never notice your personal posts
story of my life
I told my mother I'm going out this Saturday for a co-worker's birthday party
Her: You should get her a birthday card.
Me: No I think those are a waste of money.
Her: They're not a waste of money, especially for a girl. They remember.
Me: We'll all be out at a bar. Where will she put it?
Her: In her purse.