oranges-rule said: Gosh, it’s hard to believe that it’s time for her to leave already. I still remember your first post about her… I don’t really understand how you’re feeling, but it makes me sad that you’re sad. At least you’ll stay in touch, though, right?
I know! Those four months went away so fast! It was really weird because I cried a lot yesterday and I wasn't actually crying for a reason, I wasn't disappointed, because the day we spent was awesome and those four months too, I wasn't scared, because I know we'll stay in touch, I wasn't ashamed, I wasn't anything special.
And I realise I was sad. That was it. For the first time I was crying and it wasn't because of anything than pure sadness and it made me feel really weird. Don't worry though, I'll be okay. I just need to get used to the idea that she's gone.
And yeah, we'll definitely stay in touch. Me and my best friend already promised that we would start saving money so we could visit her and maybe go to a con in the USA all three of us together. :D And she made that totally adorable little post on her blog because I gave her the Cas plushie and it was so cute and I'm happy for her because she'll get to see her friends again.