no “specific” memories of having a cult really, but I’ve always felt very drawn to the general like. Oh vaguely nonhuman eldritch god worshipping cult with very indistinct faces and forms. And it feels so right when i say that i did, I feel like I almost definitely have/had one out there in the universe at some point. I feel a little bad not being able to contact them in this current,, “predicament” im in (being trapped in a human vessel on earth lmao) however I don’t think I would’ve done so directly anyways. Sort of an “aww look at those mortals” kind of situation? But I’m also not entirely sure if I would’ve directly observed from afar either. I might’ve just not recognized or acknowledged them at all because of my sheer scale, but I would’ve been aware, I think.