Am I the only one?
Do you catch yourself thinking about the future? Like, in the beginning stages of dating. I’ve only been out with Ten for 2 nights and I’m already imagining myself in his rich family portraits wearing pearls in the historic parts of town. Am I strange for this? I can’t help it though! If I can’t picture myself with you for the next 5, 10, or for life, then I can’t be with you tomorrow or the next day. I’m just at that age where I date for a purpose. I think I’m over the whole seat thing anyways. It’s just more convenient for me to label them as such, so you know, I don’t hurt my own goddamn feelings in the end. But man, Ten’s eyes are so blue and his hair is so blonde. Can I get any more American than that? Oh but his family has a castle overseas still. I’ve always wanted to get married in a castle…