A one shot based on the lyrics of 'Window' by G-Dragon and his own interpretation of them when he was writing the song.
이상하게 끝을 잘 알아
Strangely, I know better about the end
그래서 난 슬퍼 또 슬퍼
So I’m sad, I’m sadder
When I look at you
I watched you from across the room. The glass in my hand was cold from the melting ice, swirling around and weakening the effects of the amber liquid. Your laugh danced through the meaningless noise, ever so politely bumping into the other bodies between us but still managing to reach my attuned ears.
You were happy.
I was not.
마지막 네 모습이 보여
I see you for the last time
여전히 넌 예뻐 또 예뻐
You’re still pretty, prettier
When I look at you
The ticket in my back pocket was my last chance to forget you, to leave you.... runaway from the force of your black hole that kept pulling me back in and snuffing me out.
It's funny. If black holes are an absence of light, then why are you so radiant?
This might be the last time we say goodbye
This might be the last time we say goodnight
This might be the last time
"Come with me," you said, eyes looking into mine.
I didn't think, just let them stare back into the dark windows of an empty house. Maybe someone would answer if they knocked one last time?
"I love you."
Baby slow down
온 몸이 다 떨린다
My whole body is shaking
화창한 날에 갑자기 비 내리는 Window
On a sunny day, it suddenly rains on this window
비 내리는 Window
Rainy window
Warm skin and staggered breaths. Whispered words and soft cries. My body wandered over you while your mind searched the dusty shelves of my heart.
Baby calm down
목소리가 들린다
My voice is shaking
고요한 밤에 비밀을 알고 있는 Window
The window that knows about the secrets of this silent night
알고 있는 Window
Rainy window
"Where are you going?" you asked.
"I'm leaving... I'm leaving you."
I could see the gray clouds rolling in through the clear panes of glass.
"I-I thought you loved me!'
아무도 내 맘을 몰라
No one knows about my heart
웃어도 웃는게 아닌걸
That I may look like I’m smiling but I’m really not smiling
When I look at you
The corner of my lips curved upwards.
"That's right. I loved you."
It must be difficult to love a vacated person, I mused.
울고 있는 내 모습이 보여
I can see you crying
사랑이란 아파 또 아파
Love is painful, more painful
When I look at you
Raindrops hit the glass. First a few lone splashes and then a torrential downpour, distorting any view I had of the two dark pools of water swelling at their banks. I had to be careful or I would fall into their murky depths once again with no guarantee of climbing back out. It was already getting harder to breathe.
Baby look at me.
I shut the door and let the curtains fall. Not even the shattered windows would see.
This might be the last time we say goodbye
This might be the last time we say goodnight
This might be the last time
The clouds dissipated and you remained still, eyes forever turned toward the starry sky peeking in behind the billowing fabric. I was finally free of your gravity.
Look into your eyes let it rain let it rain
Look up at the sky let it rain let it rain
알고 있는 Window
Rainy window
(Wash away the pain, Let it rain let it rain)
I left to catch my flight the next morning, not long after the sky had clouded back over and the rain had begun again. The curtains were drenched and hung limp in the window frames, dripping onto the floor and flowing into the red lake inside. I shut the door behind me and let it wash what was left of you away.
이상하게 끝을 잘 알아
Strangely, I know better about the end
그래서 난 슬퍼 또 슬퍼
So I’m sad, I’m sadder
This might be the last time
비 내리는 Window
Rainy window
Sometimes I think I have felt everything I'm ever gonna feel. And from here on out, I'm not gonna feel anything new. Just lesser versions of what I've already felt.
