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being a wolf is... good on most days. you’re strong as hell, naturally smart, and can tell people you shapeshift into this big, awesome dog creature, if, you know, they’ll believe you.
what isn’t great is the kind of biological, animalistic stuff that comes along with being a wolf. one notable issue is the rut, which sehun is in right now, literally and figuratively. he hates the thought of mating, despises the idea of being bonded to someone forever and ever until they have wolf babies and -- no. just. just no.
the problem is being out of commission for a week without anything to satiate this heat.the first day, he’d been able to fend most of the feeling off by jacking off in the employee’s bathroom at work, like, every other hour, but it’s come to a point where he can’t even leave his flat. everything is way too stimulating, and he knows that his hand is no match for the real thing. his third day rutting is torture; he’s pacing back and forth, his shirt already abandoned somewhere next to his bed, and he’s been practically slicked up with his own sweat and stupid fucking hormones that he is one irrational thought away from humping his own couch.
his phone is in his hand, the screen cracked from when he’d thrown it last night after unsuccessfully trying to beat one off to a porn video, and he considers calling someone, but he doesn’t? even know who? is going to be okay at this hour to casually fuck. his thoughts drift to different faces from work, from school, but they’re foggy and he’s truly in the mood to die now; his last wish might be for someone to ride his dick before he descends into oblivion.
















