#oshiai

[kiealer]

i'll draw my muse in your muse's outfit! // selectively accepting

@oshiai asked:

[ 👕 IDOL FOR LIFE- ]

WREAKING HAVOC ON THE MEDIA SHE SMILES BRIGHT THERE'S A SECRET THAT SHE HAS THAT SEEMS TO MYSTIFY ALWAYS IN HER AREA YET NEVER FEELING QUITE ALRIGHT SO PERFECT AS A LIAR YOU ARE REALLY MY

[thenextbestidol]

[ Questions for the muse meme!

1: Whats her favorite type of cookies?

2: What does Ruby think of the industry?

3: How does Ruby view Kana / MemCho?

4: Can Ruby act? Has she considered acting before?

5: Whats a crossover verse you really enjoy with your muse, and what are some headcannons you have FOR said verse? ]

Thank you for the ask!

Send me questions you have about my character!

What is her favorite type of cookies?

Chocolate chips! She loves eating them with strawberries and yogurt.

2. What does Ruby think of the industry?

As Sarina and as a kid she used to think that it was a magical place where all your dreams came true. A place where you went and everything has magical, where you earned a lot of money and were surrounded by love and compliments the whole time. You know, typical view you have as a kid.

Now she knows it is a place where you have to be cautious, watch your words and who you talk to, a place where you are forced to use a mask and tell naughty lies to survive, with time, she has learned that she really has to be careful if she doesn't want to get in trouble. She still loves being an idol, but doesn't ignore how rough being in the industry can be.

3. How does Ruby view Kana/MemCho?

Despite her relationship with Kana starting with the left foot, Ruby loves and respects very much Kana and Mem, they are her two favorite people in the world. She thinks that they are very talented, wonderful girls who deserve the world and will always be grateful to them for being part of B-Komachi with her.

She wants them to be happy, and would always be there for both of them. They are also the last two people she wants to get harmed by her revenge plans, so she tries to not get them involved at all.

4. Can Ruby act? Has she considered acting before?

Not professionally, but she has a lot of potential! In the plays made in school, she would always get the leading role and perform very well. With some practice and dedication, she would be a great actress, thou I don't think she would be in the level of Kana or Akane.

She has considered acting, but once she has stopped being an idol, due to her wanting to focus on her idol career. Thou she wouldn't say no if she was offered to play a minor role in some movie or series.

5. Whats a crossover verse you really enjoy with your muse, and what are some headcanons you have FOR said verse?

I love roleplaying with @slayingblades! Currently, the two threads we have with Mitsuri and Tanjiro are two of my favorites! We are roleplaying in an Academy verse so not too much about the universe of Kimetsu no Yaiba (demons, breathing stuff, etc), but I would very much love to one day rp Ruby in that universe!

Some headcanons I have for a verse where Ruby is a demon hunter would be:

★ Her father is a Lower Moon (he got transformed after Ai got pregnant) who sent a regular demon to kill her mother and the kids.

★ Ai died but Aqua and Ruby got saved by their babysitter, Miyako, who was secretly a demon hunter with the mission of keeping an eye on the Hoshino family.

★ Miyako took Aqua and Ruby under her wing, the twins decided to be demon hunters at a young age and she trained them.

★ Ruby's breathing would be sound breathing like Uzui's, due to her being related to music.

★ She still had a previous life as Sarina Tendouji where she was offered to become a demon to get healed (pretty much like Muzan), but she died before taking the opportunity. She got reincarnated due to a demon blood art but doesn't quite remember her past life, at least at the beginning.

★ Eventually, she discovers that her father was responsible for her mother and Doctor Gorou's dead (she regains her memories after finding the doctor's corpse), and decides she is going to hunt him and kill him.

[thenextbestidol]

Speak a Headcanon Now!

Thank you for the ask!

Headcanon based on a speak now song

The song is: When Emma falls in love

This song is about how a girl views romantic love and acts while being in love. So this headcanon is precisely about that.

First of all, I want to clarify that she is very inexperienced with romantic love (and love in general), she has never fallen truly in love with anyone.

What's more, for her is very difficult to understand the different types of love, I plan to expand on this on my main blog one day, but in summary, as Sarina, because of how lonely she was, she never got really to learn that there are different kinds of love, for her, every love is romantic, unless the love you receive is cold because she relates the love that a parent gives with a feeling of coldness, due to the neglection she received from them.

So in summary it is something like this.

Cold love = The love you receive from your family.

Warm love = A romantic kind of love.

That's why she felt that she was in love with Doctor Gorou despite her relationship being entirely familiar, because the love she received from him was warm, so it had to be romantic right? It isn't cold, so how could they be family?

Of course, as Ruby, she started to learn that there are different kinds of love, and that cold love is not only family-related. She received a lot of warm love from Ai and Miyako (and even Aqua in his own way), and that of course she knows is a familiar love. But she stayed with the idea that she loved romantically the Doctor, and until now she hasn't really questioned if it really was romantic love or familiar.

Obviously, for me, she didn't love him romantically, it was a familiar relationship. But Ruby truly believes the love she felt is romantic.

In her specific views of romantic love, she thinks is something wonderful, something every person should follow and fight for it. She has very strong feelings and thinks that love is the reason why the world moves. You have to do anything to preserve that love, never stop fighting for it.

Because, after all, romantic love saved her from falling into despair. Hadn't been for Gorou, she would have given up really quick. It's love that makes you keep going and what gives you a reason to live.

When Ruby falls in love she loves doing gifts for that special person and would definitely be the type of girl that writes in a diary about it and suddenly seems obsessed with love songs, listening and singing them. She wouldn't tell anyone, but it would be very obvious and everyone would know lmao.

She also would spend as much time as she could with that person, always giving compliments and trying to cheer them up. She would be willing to do anything for that person and would never stop until she made them smile. She would also be very affectionate, always giving hugs and kisses.

That also means that losing a love would devastate her and send her into a spiral of pain and self-destruction. She wouldn't be able to stand someone hurting the person she loves.

[thenextbestidol]

🔑  — a key without a lock!    a headcanon about a part of my muse they keep secret from others/most others. additionally if they share this secret, who do/would they share it with and why?

Thank you for the ask!

Headcanons; rainbow series (yellow)

Aside from keeping the secret of her being the daughter of Ai or that she remembers her previous life, Ruby hates secrets and doesn't keep them (this also means that she is terrible at keeping other people's secrets unless it is something extremely important). However, there is something else that she keeps from everyone!

And that is that she isn't fine.

She already pretended everything was all right as Sarina and that the coldness of her parents didn't hurt her, but it only got worst after Ai's death. After the death of her mother, everything was a mess. Ichigo was drunk most of the time, Miyako had to take care of two children and a company, and Aqua isolated from everyone and locked himself up. She was already good at pretending everything was all right, so she thought she would do it more to ease the burden of her family.

She kept her feelings to herself, pretending she was overcoming Ai's death when the pain was unbearable and trying to not disturb her family. Eventually, she did feel better and showed more of her emotions, but her deepest feelings, the things that hurt her more than anything are locked deep inside her, hidden with a bright smile.

As for showing this part of her, something terrible should happen (even worst than when she found out about Doctor Gorou's death) for her to finally snap and have a breakdown in front of someone, most likely Aqua or Miyako (or even Kana who is her closest friend).

[kiealer]

@oshiai​ asked:

Ai peers over, as she asks-

"Hey, are you okay? You look a .. bit nervous about something?"

❝Ah--❞

Every part of her tenses involuntarily, anxiety and stress clearly overworking her nerves. To her surprise, the perpetraitor was someone showing concern, which eased those overclocked nerves the slightest amount. She forces a smile.

❝I'm alright,❞ she lies, one that is so obvious it's clear as day. ❝But you're right, I'm... pretty nervous. My group is next to perform, and I always get nervous before a performance, no matter how many times I do it. I just don't want to mess anything up for the others.❞ Having never looked beside her due to anxiety, her gaze finally glides aside to view the person who had showed her concern, and immediately, her heart skipped a beat, having recognized instantly who it is. Nevertheless, she willfully abstains from making a big deal of it, knowing she hasn't the time.

❝Th-thank you for showing concern, by the way. I-- I really appreciate it.❞

[thenextbestidol]

" .. what kind of a name is that? "

Ai sweatdrops, as she eyes the pet Ruby brought home. Oh dear-

Ruby smiled widely, holding the white kitten and showing it to her mama.

"Look at it!" she said cheerfully, hugging the kitten a little more tightly "Isn't it adorable?!"

[kamikiproductions]

❝ no, don’t try to hide your beautiful smile from me. ❞ Ai remarked gently, brushing his hair back as she gave a slight playful smile-- clearly very amused at the circumstance! She's just looking in his eyes while saying this-- sheesh, Ai!

"..."

Only Hoshino Ai could get away with touching him like that. Hikaru wasn't the kind of boy that smiled often: even on dates he'd only smile for a few seconds. It was like a performance for him- something polite to do. When he sincerely smiled, it was often without realizing it and ended with him embarrassed.

And this time, Ai had seen it.

"... Like this, you mean?"

Hikaru associated being relaxed like this with being vulnerable, and thus tried to act rigid even romantically more often than not. But right now.

"Is this the kind of smile you'd like?"

He gave Ai the same smile he tried to wipe away, returning the same gesture with her own hair.