currently trying to not be extremely emo about the fact that i will be back at home and not with my girlfriend anymore in less than 60 hours. i am failing at this
i know the passage of time is like that and it goes by etc etc but also. idk sometimes i feel emotionally fragile about it and i don't want to leave the people i love. i don't want this to be the third to last night we're curled up in bed together for god only knows how many months. we're working to make this just our ordinary lives where the two of us and my partner all live together but. god it is hard to not be there yet and i have so many complicated feelings about it that i can and will get emo about. fucked up and evil world we live in where i don't get to hug girlfriend and partner at all hours of the day