#otakin

[konnyshiiwarts]

Otakin / Ogatin

Hermano si el gobierno nos da a Otakin gato, le hacemos fanart!

Todo el proceso del dibujo está aquí https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMBFBvh8Y/

[kinnie-thots-flags]

could you do a flag for kagura from fruits basket? ty💗

[iii-goddesses]

what does it mean to you to have a kin?

im my experience having a kin was something absurd until I felt it

it was super weird because I remembered the word kin, "I think that describes what I feel", I thought

I still find some fictionkins (even otherkins) absurd, im probably being a little elitist but many ppl seem to be just following a trend, they seem to identify with the character or the ideal but more on a superficial level

my age makes this harder, im almost 30 so it's normal to think that most teenagers into kins will drop em, teenagers do that, is NOT a bad thing everyone develops. im not your mom saying "its a phase". those ""phases"" shape us, I ""was"" a goth for example, maybe mom thinks it was a phase but it was me, im that person, im a goth in the past, I wasn't meant to represent one my whole life if it that makes any sense

the point is, when you're a little older things like finding yourself through a kin are harder, more embarrassing if you think on the big public eye scenario... and it's easier and even painful? to realize how real this is

im probably going to be labelled as a fake kin too when I explain how's my feeling

but if anyone wants to talk about this, I think my ask is open, if not Twitter is _zhz_ curiouscat is doppiodesu

I do identify with Doppio from JJBA and (I don't think I said any spoilers besides names), I identify with Diavolo too. I've the tweets saved, the whole process. I was HATING Diavolo because he was the enemy. but then I saw his "relationship" with Doppio... I felt the "shipping" vibes but stronger. felt excitement. in one panel I was so amazed I had to stop for several minutes. I had a similar emotion when reading LOTR. when reading IT. when reading JJBA itself. I felt impressed, immersed.

I tried to hide it, but I fell for em

and for the first time of my life I didn't feel ashamed of "self inserting" me. I felt it was necessary. I felt an urge to roleplay Doppio. but I felt an urge to become him too. I admired him so much.

I've lived years using my nickname as my real name. Sono is a nick, but since its not on a username format (xSono91x or something like that) and i really hate my name, it just feels like my name. my S/Os never used my legal name. or my close friends.

but then I felt the urge to use Doppio as name. is not even a cute name. I felt it was MY name. how on earth does that makes any sense

as many kins I was afraid I was just disosiating from reality, recently this post helped a lot btw (I found it like 3 days ago)

the post is probably full of recomforting lies, says a part of me, “but it makes sense”, it does

at the same time don't want to "erase" my kin the day I "erase" my depression/ anxiety/ avpd (not sure I've avpd but I just found that thing exists and it fits me so well)

my kin is...

well I actually have a collection of tweets explaining what my kin is

is admiration, a feeling of absolute comfort self inserting me as CANON Doppio (that's just reading myself over the panels and trying to find the missing parts without making up crazy headcanons, as if I was a scientist discovering the true history of ancient bones), my kin is feeling cute and "right" when drawing myself as Doppio, is this role-playing him enjoyment, is using him or Diavolo as representations of both my soul and my inner strength, is wanting to draw important feelings as interactions with Doppio

I found something about myself when I found Doppio

[creampielovrr-blog]

OMG YOU FUCKING TRIGGERED ME YOU PIECE OF SHIT SCUM. I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE THIS FUCKING BLATANT DISREGARD FOR OTHERKIN. ME, A LEGITIMATE GOD IN THE BODY OF A 14 YEAR OLD, IS BEYOND DISGUSTED WITH YOUR PRIVILEGED ATTITUDE TO OUR BELIEFS. FUCKING KILL YOURSELF DOUCHBAG. iiia mmm literallllHYY sh aak innng

Please tell me this isn’t real. Somebody go off of anon and tell me this is what “humans” think.

[omg-opinions-blog]

I do not understand how a person can identify as a character that another person made up. They don't even know everything there is to know about the character, there could be so much backstory not included in the game/movie/anime/tv series that people don't even know exists. How can someone have that as their identity?

[thelivestotaku]

I AM A BIT READY FOR OTAKON 

NO IM NOT. IDK WHAT TO COSPLAY. I DIDNT EVEN GET ME HOTEL

[ligerscout]

We need 100 Souda Kazuichis for Otakon let's make it happen