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me (has a head ache )
jesus christ
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me (has a head ache )
jesus christ
pain. curling up in bed with Binyah and Queegcat and Nyoutis and scratching behind their soft ears. goodnight.
oh, actually working at the forge... making a sword...
why do you hurt?
you swallow pain & fold around it
you have always hurt. you hold it carefully, and twisted in such a way that other people don't have to see it. you don't choke on it. you don't drown. you just have it, the way some people have freckles, this is a thing that lives in your bones. you fold instead of fighting because you know how to make yourself small, tuck away the places where they have clawed at, swallow the bruises so you seem clean. nobody needs to see it. you will live through this on your own. you know what you need, and relief isn't it. this doesn't mean you cannot reach out - it means it is not in your nature to do so. you should. hiding does not mean you won't be seen.
Anonymous said: kyouka has spoken! only atsushi has nya rights!
❝ atsushi has nya rights because he’s a cat. dazai has no rights because he’s dazai.❞
three tasks completed. more to go. very tired. head hurts. Binah holding you close and tucking you under her heavy cloak to weigh you down as you rest.
going to see if my tried and true sleeping trick can pull through for me here
*tears falling down my face* yeah that's a good album. Solid