Walls so thin in this complex I’m third wheeling my neighbour’s breakup
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Walls so thin in this complex I’m third wheeling my neighbour’s breakup
Why is it killing me? And why do you seem to be fine with what happened? Why do I still care? And why don't you? Why do I keep trying to text you? And why is it hard for you to keep the conversation going? Why can't I move on? And why is it so easy for you?
ME
I texted you because I was worried And yes I still worry about you And yes I still care about you But instead the whole thing blew in my face
ME
Shall I take a step back? There has been a little improvement you texted and you called me back but I don't wanna push it I don't want to force you into talking to me I know that you won't talk unless you want to But still I can't be the one starting first all the time You know what I want very well You know how bad I need you I swear I'm not asking for much Just act like you care, please?
ME
The results were out I passed the test And I was so excited I had to tell you I starting texting you crazy Just like the old days when we used to send hundreds of texts per second I called your name I called you with the name I gave you when you were mine Your reply came after 28 minutes ... "Wow congratulations" Yes .. Your late reply killed me And I tried to find an excuse for you ...
ME
Thursday 24th August It was a week of back and forth We texted We talked We even got to be in the same room We kinda met But I freaked out I’m still embarrassed by what happened But still There was some kind of communication I called it a little improvement But on Thursday I got worried And I texted you I was suppose to check on you But I fucked things up My wrong choice of words mixed things up And it feels like things got worse again
ME
It came to my mind out of nowhere to call you on skype and talk to you I called You didn't answer But you called me back after 20 minutes And I stared at the screen for few seconds You actually called And we talked for five minutes We had some silent moments And you asked me three times if I have anything to say The truth is that I just wanted to hear your voice because it has been 52 days In the end you got bored Told me that you were going to sleep And ended the call immediately after I told you "Good night" You made me feel bad But I keep telling myself you called you could have ignored me but you called That matters the most
ME
My job on the commune is making the breakup playlists and playing them over the town speakers