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Warnings: Angst
“Are you sure you're okay? We don't need to do this if you don't feel like it”
You sighed for the tenth time today, it had been around ten minutes since you have been released from the hospital and Jinyoung kept asking you how you felt every five seconds. You understood he was worried, scared that something might happen if you did something you weren’t supposed to but so far, the only thing you've done was walking from his car to your apartment and he had asked you three times if you were feeling alright. You would definitely lose your mind if he kept being so worried.
“Jinyoung” You turned around, facing your husband instead of the mirror “I swear if you're going to keep asking me the same question every five seconds Im not going to wherever you're taking me”
jimin is a part of bts and jungkook is a solo artist and they have been dating for a while now. they love each other a lot, just are getting a little sick of having to love each other behind closed doors. 38/?
'll be our secret...🌶😘 youtube.com/sexychannelgirls #sexychannelyt #oursecret (en Planet Earth)
Warnings: The smuuuut is back!
A/N: Im sorry for taking so much time but Im trying to make the chapters longer!
Warnings: None!
You were welcomed into the guys’ dorm even though Jackson and Jaebum weren’t there with you. Like Youngjae and Jinyoung, the rest of the guys were quick to notice you weren’t in a good mood thanks to your “friends” and that you probably needed a distraction to forget about the fight the three of you went through, if only they knew what had truly happened.
Jaebum attempted to call Jinyoung once but he didn’t picked up the phone knowing he would end up arguing with him too. Instead he texted Jaebum saying that you would call him or text him whenever you were ready to face both of them. Youngjae had lied to Jackson and told him you were staying at a friend’s house so they wouldn’t come to the dorm to find you. Bambam, Yugyeom and Mark comprehended the situation and promised to not tell them where you truly were even if that meant they would get in trouble with the leader of their group.
When you left the apartment you shared with Jaebum and Jackson you felt mad and frustrated with them but all those anger feelings were quick to disappear and be replaced by pure sadness. You felt out of place, like you didn’t belong to your own relationship, you had felt like an intruder, like a bother and not like their girlfriend. All the guys had noticed you weren’t being your usual cheerful self and had established as an objective the task of making you smile at least once tonight but, since they weren’t Jaebum or Jackson none of them had managed to do it.
After dinner and a long warm shower, you walked out of the bathroom dressed in some spare clothes Mark had lent you which consisted on some grey sweatpants and an oversize shirt he usually wore to sleep. It was weird to wear clothes that didn’t belong to your boyfriends, it almost felt like cheating to you but well, they didn’t care anymore right? It was not as if they had wanted you to spend the night with them.
Making your way to the living room you found Yugyeom and Bambam waiting for you on the couch with blankets and some popcorns, ready to watch a movie with you. The corners of your lips tilted up a little, surprised by the sweet gesture from both of them.
“Come here, the popcorn will get cold” Bambam said, patting the empty space between him and Yugyeom.
Feeling your mood improve a little you decided to give both guys a chance and sat between their warm bodies, curling yourself under the blanket they brought for you. They had chosen some scary movie that honestly, you were not comfortable watching, knowing you were going to sleep by yourself but since they seemed to be enjoying it so much, you didn’t say anything about it.
Things started to go south when Bambam fell asleep and unconsciously placed his head on your shoulder, basically using you as a pillow. He didn’t bother you, it was the fact that Jaebum did the same whenever you watched something with him and Jackson what made your body get rigid. The way Bambam was cuddling against you, making you lean a little on Yugyeom’s body was reminding you too much of the Sunday nights you spent with Jaebum and Jackson on the couch binge watching movies together and eating junk food. As idols they followed some kind of diet that they always skipped every movie night.
Before you could stop yourself, your eyes were flooded with tears that soon started rolling down your own cheeks. With shaky hands and as discreetly as possible, you reached up and tried to wipe them away but they just kept falling and falling uncontrollably making Yugyeom aware of your sniffling. Since you were in the dark it took him almost a minute to realize you were crying.
“(Y/N)?” His voice was hesitant, he was probably panicking since he had never been in a similar situation “What’s wrong?” You shook your head but he didn’t know if you were telling him you were feeling good or that you simply didn’t want to talk about it, either way you looked away from him, making the maknae frown concerned. “Hey”
“I’m fine” You whispered, the strong pain in your chest becoming worse when your eyes landed on Bambam who was still asleep on your shoulder “I’m just being stupid”
Yugyeom was about to say something when Mark appeared from the kitchen, holding a glass of water for himself. He didn’t like the movie the guys had decided to watch so he had declined the invitation of joining the three of you before. However, when his eyes landed on a really worried Yugyeom and on you, who seemed to be about to burst into sobs Mark approached you, gently shaking Bambam awake for him to get out of the room.
“Night guys” He said sleepy, his eyes still closed as he walked down the hall towards the room he shared with Yugyeom.
“Follow him, he’s walking with his eyes closed and based on how messy your room is, there is a huge possibility of Bambam breaking his neck” Mark commented looking down at Yugyeom
Yugyeom looked at you, hesitating a little as he abandoned his seat, flashing you a small yet soft smile before he rushed away from the living room and after Bambam, who walked into the closed door managing to bang his head pretty hard. A quiet chuckle escaped your lips looking at the young male, feeling Mark sitting down where Yugyeom had been some minutes ago.
“Here, drink some water” You gently took the glass from his hand, taking a sip of water. With the sleeves of his hoodie Mark gently wiped your cheeks getting rid of the tears that got stuck on your skin “Feel like talking about it?” He asked quietly, placing the blanket on your shoulders so it would keep you warm
“We just had a pretty big argument” You confessed. Keeping everything inside was only making the pain worse. You needed to tell somebody what had happened between you and the guys and Mark seemed like somebody you could trust.
“Arguments can be fixed, can’t they?” He asked with a small smile, getting a blanket for him as he turned on the couch to face you while he talked “It’s not the end of the world, is it?”
You shrugged hesitating “This one was just...Pretty big” You mumbled, his smile faded a little realizing that whatever the guys had done it hurt you pretty bad, almost to the point where you weren’t even considering solving the problem.
“What happened?” He asked quietly, genuinely worried when he saw your eyes beginning to tear up again
“I just feel like they don’t want me anymore” You whispered feeling like, the louder you said it the more real it would be. Sighing you leaned back against the couch fidgeting with the hem of the blanket “They kind of ignored me because of something that wasn’t my own fault, or at least, I think so...I was just trying to fix things and ended up being the one blamed for everything and being kicked out of the group”
“Did they say that? That you weren’t their friend anymore?” He insisted, you shook your head. They hadn’t pronounced those exact words but their gestures were clear enough, you weren’t welcome in that apartment anymore. “Then?”
“They did some things, it was just the atmosphere you know? It was kind of those moments when you realize that person doesn’t enjoy your company and that they would be better without you around”
“Wow” Mark frowned softly
“What?” You asked slightly confused at his reaction
“Well, everytime I see the guys when you’re around, they kind of are the personification of happiness, you know?” He asked scratching the back part of his neck, thinking about a way of voicing his own thoughts with the right words “Like, when you are by their side it’s all smiles and laugh, even Jaebum who struggles to express his feelings has been really cheerful these past few days” He said looking at you “So it’s extremely weird for me to think that none of them want you around anymore” You shrugged, pulling the blanket closer to you “Are you sure this was not some kind of huge misunderstanding?”
“Misunderstanding?” You asked frowning a little “They were pretty clear Mark”
“Well we all know about Jaebum’s struggles to express his feelings unless he does it by a song and I’m guessing Jackson’s constant need of attention is not a secret for you either” He said, you nod agreeing with him, you knew your boyfriends’ personalities pretty well. “Honestly? You live with two different people and that must be hard to keep up with”
“But we never had a problem like this before” You sighed exasperated, you didn’t know where Mark was trying to get and it was starting to frustrate you “Everything was good and then from one day to another, Jaebum started behaving like Jackson and Jackson started getting mad and here I am today” You said with your voice gently breaking through the sentence.
“See? Maybe they felt like something was wrong earlier but kept things to themselves until everything exploded” He explained with a small smile, running his fingers through his hair “Maybe Jaebum wanted to hang out with you more and thought that if he behaved like Jackson he would finally catch your attention enough” You frowned, did your boyfriend really felt like that? “Then you noticed this and probably understood that he wanted more attention. Jackson noticed this too and not being used to share your attention he got mad...Just like the child he is” He let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head “Knowing both guys they ended up blaming you probably thanks to Jackson’s stupid ideas…(Y/N), I lived with them longer than you...I know how to figure them out perfectly, so trust me when I say this has a solution and it is not you disappearing from their lives”
You stayed quiet, letting all the information Mark gave you sink in. Actually, everything he said made sense for you, the boys had wanted your undivided attention at the same time letting jealousy get into your relationship and that feeling mixed with anger and frustration always ended up in huge arguments caused by stupid actions someone made. Mark saw the realization in your eyes and smiled softly, his hand coming up to your back to rub your shoulder reassuringly.
“You just need to sit down with them and talk things out” Mark said looking at you “I’m not saying you forgive them right now, if they did something wrong both of them need to acknowledge their mistakes”
“Yeah” You said with a small chuckle leaving your lips “I’m probably going to make them suffer a little bit before I give them a chance to explain everything” He laughed with you, leaning back against the couch. He felt much more relaxed now that you seemed to be less depressed.
“Don't cry okay? Believe it or not it breaks our heart seeing somebody as bright and cheerful as you crying over two idiots” You couldn't help but smile at his words
“Sorry for worrying everybody, I just felt so scared of them really not wanting me around...I'm so used to being with them that living by myself would be so...Depressing” You admitted looking down at your own hands, hearing Mark smile.
“Hey, even if you get into a huge fight with Jackson or Jaebum you will always have the rest of GOT7 to cheer you up” Your full smile returned making Mark feel way more relaxed “And to beat them up for hurting our friend”
“Thanks” You said honestly, looking into his eyes “You don't know how lucky I feel to have such amazing friends as you”
“Honestly? I think I'm familiar with that feeling” He said making the both of you laugh again
Right when Mark was about to propose the both of you to go to bed since it was kind of late the sound of somebody knocking on the front door made the both of you jump. Guessing who it was, Mark told you to stay on the couch and stood up, fixing his messy clothes before he opened the door.
“Where is she?”
The sound of Jaebum’s desperate voice made you sad again, becoming teary you curled up under your blanket praying to every single god that was up in the sky that he wouldn't see you there.
" She needs time Jae" Mark said softly
“Get out of my way, let me see her” He insisted “Please, I fucked up...We fucked up, she needs to know we're sorry”
“Jaebum” Mark sighed not moving from the door “Let her rest here tonight, come for breakfast with Jackson”
“Mark please?” Jackson's voice joined the conversation, making your body tense. He had been so cold, so rude earlier that it surprised you to hear him being so weak “(Y/N)? Kitten?”
Jackson tried to push Mark away but he didn't budge, the noise seemed to have woken Jinyoung up because he walked down the hall scratching his neck, slightly confused with the situation.
“What's going on?” He asked glancing at you, you just motioned quietly at the door. “Guys, we're sleeping and you should be doing the same” He mumbled not wanting them to wake the rest of the guys up.
“Just let us see her” Jaebum pleaded once again, you looked away
“No” Mark declined.
“(Y/N)?” Jackson had managed to look over Mark's shoulder, noticing you were there “Baby we miss you, come back” You shook your head gripping the blanket tightly “Kitten we...We love you...We can fix what happened...I didn't mean what I said earlier”
You were unable to hear the rest of what Jackson was saying, your mind stuck on the so free love confession Jackson had just said in front of the members who were obviously oblivious to your relationship.
“Jackson?” Mark asked confused.
“We-” Jaebum said looking at Jinyoung and Mark “We can explain this”
And just like that, your secret was about to be spilled
Warnings: Swearing
You had imagined multiple times different ways of telling the guys about your relationship, in fact, you knew that sooner or later they would find out about what was going on between Jackson, Jaebum and you. The guys were really close to each other and due to you spending lots of time with your two boyfriends and their five band mates it was simply a matter of time until one of the three of you made a mistake and showed the rest of GOT7 what was really happening.
Honestly, you weren't scared about them finding out, you knew they all cared about you, Jackson and Jaebum enough to know that whatever it was that you had wasn't just a fling, that you truly loved each other no matter how hard it was to believe it.
But you hadn't expected them to find out this way.
The room's atmosphere was tense. While Jinyoung and Mark were sitting down on the couch with you between them a still sleepy Youngjae sat between your pretty agitated boyfriends. The living room, that had previously been filled with their begging for forgiveness was now as quiet as a graveyard. Somebody cleared their throat occasionally, somebody (probably Youngjae) yawned as he leaned back against the couch forcing Jackson and Jaebum to move apart even more and then Jinyoung coughed in a lame attempt to break the silence before you couldn't stand it anymore.
“Alright, I can't stand this” You stood up from the couch gaining different reactions from everybody. Mark and Jinyoung looked up at you as if you were going to start shouting at them while Jackson and Jaebum stood up with you, probably thinking you were about to run away from the awkward situation you've gotten yourself into. “We are in a relationship” You said looking at the three members that weren't your boyfriends “Actually Jaebum and Jackson were in a relationship and I joined them”
Mark choked on air, Jinyoung looked up at Jaebum with his eyes opened as wide as two plates while Youngjae was dozing off, he probably thought this was all a dream.
“You…” Mark pointed at Jaebum and then at Jackson “And you…” His eyes then landed on you “So you…”
“You can finish your sentences Markie” Jackson sat on the couch looking kind of amused by the way their friends were reacting.
“I honestly wouldn't know how to finish them” He replied scratching the back part of his neck
“Does anyone else know about this?” Jinyoung asked frowning softly.
“No” You replied “It's hard for business people to accept when two idols of different sexs are dating, imagine if they find out Jackson and Jaebum were dating before I joined them”
“That makes sense” Youngjae muttered yawning “Since when has this been going on?”
Your cheeks turned a little pink when memories from your first time together popped up into your mind “Since the night I came back to Korea” You cleared your throat, shifting awkwardly on your seat.
“Cool” Mark shrugged, you knew he had questions, curiosity was brighting in his eyes but he just knew you looked uncomfortable enough to not want to answer any of them.
“So you guys just planned to ask her out or…?” Jinyoung asked again, the frown on his face told you there was something that he didn't like about your relationship. You've never felt so intimidated by the oldest of the group until that moment.
“Honestly?” Jackson sighed “By that time what Jae and I had was casual, so I was planning to…” He cleared his throat with a shy smile “Spend the night with (Y/N) but after a talk with him we just decided that the both of us would take her home”
“And you let them do that?” Mark looked at Jinyoung with a frown on his face no understanding why that question was necessary
“I...Well I just….”
“She and I had sex before that” Sensing your awkwardly stuttering, Jaebum decided to give you a hand “So it wasn't our first time in bed together, Jackson and her were more than just comfortable enough to be in that situation too”
“Basically you're telling me it all started with a threesome” You frowned at Jinyoung's words, obviously disliking where the conversation was heading. Youngjae shifted between Jackson and Jaebum uncomfortable too, noticing both males had got tense.
“You could say it started with physical attraction, yeah” Jackson's reply intended to sound casual but it was incredibly obvious he was giving Jinyoung a silent warning.
Jinyoung leaned back against the couch running his fingers through his hair “Jaebum we need to talk”
You glanced at Jaebum who just nodded, his face serious “You can talk in front of us too since I have a feeling that you're going to talk about us” Jackson said looking at him.
“I would rather talk with Jaebum alone, thanks Jackson” By the corner of your eye you saw Jackson was about to complain again but you cleared your throat gaining his attention, shaking your head in disapproval to keep him quiet.
“Why don't you guys head back to the apartment? I'll take a taxi when I'm done here” Jaebum asked with a small smile on his lips. He looked tense, incredibly nervous by the way his eyes flickered around the room and you would be lying if you said you weren't nervous too.
“We can wait outside for you” You told him gently, Jaebum just smiled back at you. He knew you were still mad but he also knew you were going to defend him if he needed it.
“It will probably be too late when he’s done kit-(Y/N)” Jackson corrected himself quickly, having a silent conversation with Jaebum's eyes.
Mark cleared his throat, probably feeling the tension too “You guys could stay” He proposed “I mean, there's only two beds but...I guess that doesn't matter for you?” He had a small shy smile on his lips that gave away he wasn't being sarcastic but kind of confused about the whole situation.
“If you guys don't mind, we would appreciate that” Jackson said looking at them with a small smile, his hand holding yours gently
“Of course not! This dorm still is your house” Youngjae replied looking at Jackson and Jaebum “And yours too” His eyes landed on you, it took all of your self control to not run to him to squeeze his body in a tight hug.
“Thanks” You quietly told him, almost hiding behind Jackson like a small kid hides behind their mom.
Jinyoung glanced at Jaebum, he wasn't smiling, he wasn't even trying to hide the fact that he didn't like the news. “We'll talk tomorrow, I'm sure you guys have things to talk about”
Jaebum nodded and kept his eyes down as Jinyoung walked past him to head back into his bedroom. Youngjae and Mark followed him but not after giving the three of you a small goodnight smile. Right when Jackson heard their bedroom's door closing he turned to you and Jaebum while your hand slipped away from his slowly.
“I'm sorry” He said, apologizing for what happened in your apartment and for spilling your secret so mindlessly in front of everybody like that. “What's with his awful attitude, anyways?”
“I'm just going to head to bed” You said not looking at them. You weren't mad but you would be lying if you said you weren't sad anymore. If you just forgave them out of nowhere it would be like nothing happened, like what they did wasn't that bad “It's late and I'm tired”
Right when you were about to head down the corridor Jackson reached out, his hand wrapped around your elbow to stop you from walking away. Despair shown in his face when his eyes met yours, everything was falling apart at such a high speed that he truly didn't know how to make everything better.
“Can we talk?” He asked quietly
“Let her rest, we'll figure this out tomorrow” Jaebum said quietly behind him, giving you the space you so much needed.
“Goodnight guys” They both nodded at you, a sad smile on their faces while the watched you walk away to the bedroom the three of you would share.
It was sad. In all the time the three of you had been together it was the first time you wouldn't be sharing a bed with one of them, it would be the first time you won't even give him a hug or a goodnight kiss.
Pushing the bed sheets back you got in bed and instantly buried your face against the pillow, willing that the soft scent of the pillow case would help you fall asleep. That wasn't the case but by the time the guys walked into the bedroom you closed your eyes hoping none of them would notice you were still awake. You knew them so well that only, by the sound of their steps you recognize it was Jackson the one who walked in first.
“I feel like shit” He whispered looking back at Jaebum, his eyes lingering on your figure for some seconds
“We are shit” Jaebum answered closing the door behind him, letting out a quiet sigh “I still can't believe what we did to her”
“It was all my fault” Jackson sat down on the edge of your bed, brushing his fingertips against your cheek, sighing “I shouldn't have...I was just...Fuck I'm such an asshole”
“She'll forgive you Jackson just give her the space and time she needs” Jaebum sat down on the other bed, patting the empty space next to him so Jackson could join him.
“Are you not worried about her? About her leaving us?”
“Didn't you see Jinyoung’s face Jackson? He clearly isn't happy with us” Jaebum's scared voice made you shiver “I don't know what he wants to talk about with me tomorrow but it's not going to be good, trust me on this one”
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Next morning when you woke up Jackson was sitting down on the bed he had shared with Jaebum the night before. He instantly noticed your movements and despite him willing to walk to your bed and crush your body with his arms he just stayed in his bed.
“Hey”
Jackson's voice was softer almost as if he was scared of you running away. He looked tired and if it wasn't because of the sounds of his snores you would have thought he hadn't slept at all last night.
“Hi” You said smiling back at him, your eyes slowly scanning the room as you looked for Jaebum.
“He's talking with Jinyoung” Jackson said with a small shrug, patting the bed as an invitation for you to join him “Can we talk?”
Nodding quietly you stood up from your bed and rushed to the other one where Jackson's warmth made you sigh in contentment. Even though he had been careful with you for the last few hours as soon as you joined him on his bed, Jackson wrapped his arms around you, his lips leaving a small kiss on your cheek.
“I'm so sorry for what I did kitten” Jackson whispered resting his chin on your shoulder as he wrapped his arms around you from behind “I was just scared, all of a sudden you were paying so much attention to Jaebum...And I know this must sound lame but….I thought you wouldn't need me in the relationship anymore” He left another soft kiss on your cheek “I was so damn scared (Y/N) and I was such a fucking asshole to you” You felt Jackson's forehead against your shoulder, his thumb doing small circles on your stomach.
“Jackson, I….Making you feel like that was never my intentions” You muttered looking back at him so he could see how serious you were “Jaebum was just kind of weak and needed some more cuddles, you know? But I still love you, that’s never going to change”
Jackson's eyes watered up and if it wasn't for the fact that Jaebum slammed open the door, he would have started crying right there.
“Let's go” Jaebum started picking up your stuff, hus muscles tense as he paced around the room like a mad man.
“What's w-”
“I said let's go, Jackson” His face was getting red, the vein on his neck being more prominent which told you he was incredibly mad.
“You guys spent the night here!?” BamBam's voice made your eyes drift to the door, him and Yugyeom looking inside curiously, their eyes opening wide when they noticed the position Jackson and you were in
“Yeah” Jackson said cheerfully
“You guys are ready?” Jaebum asked looking down at you, taking your hand in his. Your cheeks turned red by seeing the other two males’ confused expression.
“I guess? Is everything okay?” You asked squeezing his hand.
Jaebum looked down at you “We'll talk at home, alright?”
Just like that when you turned around to exit the bedroom Jinyoung was making his way in. You felt his muscles tense, his eyes glaring at Jinyoung.
“Jaebum let’s talk ab-”
“I said I'm not breaking up with them, get the fuck over it Jinyoung”
Jaebum's words echoed in the quiet room, none of you processing what your boyfriend had just said.