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sventmanifest replied to your post: outofchromatus. Just a couple of notes...
I technically follow pretty much all your blogs so XD
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outofchromatus. Just a couple of notes here! First of all, I’m gonna follow a couple people on my current main RP account just so I can keep up with them because I’ve been so out of touch with my friends here. So if you get a follow from the url aceofglass then it’s me~
Secondly, just a note to say that whilst i do intend on sticking around, I’m going to be on that blog more --not just because of how strong certain muses are at the moment but because of time. If I had the time, I’d spread across my blogs evenly but there’s a lot going on in my life right now. Although I will say that when things have calmed down, i plan to return to a few other Tales blogs like Jude and Sheena, because I have missed all of my babies!
It might be in a few weeks, though more likely in a few months. I’ve hit a lot of difficulties recently and along with that, there’s a lot of processes that I’ve got in motion like appointments, moving house, work troubles, getting another job, family issues, other commitments so yeah, it’s all a bit hectic right now, but I’m gonna give as much attention to Ludger as possible because he is my precious dork.
outofchromatus. I’m really sorry about disappearing again. I was hoping to come back after work and write a few things here but today’s been really rough on me. It’s an unhappy anniversary and I had a really bad day at work. I hope that during next week I can get some things done.
Really sorry again, friends.
[ So I quit my new job. Meaning I’ll be able to be here more again yaaaay. Basically I wasn’t getting paid, and I refuse to wake up at 5am and come home at 8-9pm and not get paid for it. So yesss expect me around a lot more again! ]
[ -wiggles in- ]
[ outofchromatus. I’m back from the con! I might be on a little later, I’m just gonna get things straightened out a little everywhere else, and I’ve got a little work to do as well, but I’m hoping to be active later, and if not, tomorrow~ ]
outofchromatus. I’m hoping to make a more permanent comeback after this upcoming con at the weekend. Kinda busy with it right now, but next week, I’ll be here a lot more often, I’m hoping!
outofchromatus. okay so basically I’ve been dealing with a lot of things since I left. I don’t konw how long this is gonna be so I’m putting it under a read more.
I basically felt very pressured by the fandom. Not the entirety of it, just bits and pieces. Certain people and certain situations lead me to not wanting to be here because it was stressful and it was just making me miserable. I was in a toxic place and it was harmful to me and I was dragging down everyone around me. So I did what I should have done long ago and fled. Of course, by this point the damage was already done and this blog was kind of a little triggering for me.
Since then, I’ve made a Noiz blog from DMMD ( reimkaninchen ) and an Asahi Azumane blog from Haikyuu ( aceofglass ), and have been happily pittering away on those.
Noiz was my first new muse out of the two, and I was very happy there. However, it seems toxicity follows me around like the plague because I was in the middle of some drama whereby two friends got into an awful fight, and one of them was using me as a middle man and trying to make me choose. It was... well, it wasn’t great.
Not to mention my last boyfriend, someone I met through my Noiz blog, was...less than safe to be around. I thought I’d recover from the stuff that went on with this blog over on another, when I just found more things to deal with. I’m still dealing with my ex, who really doesn’t seem to want to let me go, but I’m gonna try and be strong with that.
I’ve got a few personal things I’m dealing with as well, something pretty huge and completely life-changing which both myself and close family and friends are coming to terms with. It’s kinda just been one big rollercoaster but I miss all of my RP partners and I miss my big dork of a muse and so I’m gonna come back here as often as I feel able to.
So yeah, basically I’ve had a lot of things hit me from a lot of different directions, but I don’t want any of that to stop me doing what I love and talking to people I love too. So here I am and hopefully here I’ll stay for as much as possible.
I hope it goes better for everyone this time <3
