#outofcleavers

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ooc; ( shan-kun, ( @gabriel-kaburaya ), sato-kun ( @dark-battler ), mitch ( @oyashiro-daemonic-overlord ) and rusty-chan ( @the-real-satoko-hojo) already joined me here. and even my personal onii-chan (yuuya) will join me soon. Sadly, I didn't put any time and effort into making promo banners yet because I have a cold and so I'm kinda lazy today,

but please follow my friends. They're all talented in rp in their own way and great people too~~

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ooc; people change

( i felt like writing down some random thoughts i have . when i returned to rp here. i was a bit afraid in the start because some people i know seemed to be hurt by me because i was hurt myself and so in order to not go insane i hurt others by being selfish. i won’t lie that this was egoistic and false and i’m sorry…i changed..please know that i’m not doing that anymore. i’m still a sarcastic person but i learned to lessen my arguments in order to not hurt someone again…

now that i left my past behind, it surely it’s a strange feeling when you finally leave that reason of suffering , and yet i feel better than ever before. i sincerely hope it will remain that way. whatsoever, things change, people change, everything changes doesn’t matter how much we want it or don’t. we all make mistakes, that’s natural for being human, the important part is not to hate each other for mistakes done but to forgive each other instead of holding onto old memories and grudges. only by doing that can we improve and better ourselves, no?

personally, i won’t judge anyone here for how they were. how you were has nothing to do with how you are now. unless you’re still as bad as back but i doubt it, because most people grow older and smarter and with that change to the better. furthermore, i’d never listen to some bullshit gossip and slander, i have my own brain and i’m smart enough to use it well and make my own opinions instead of believing what others tell me to believe. it'd be nice if others would do the same? That said , we all did wrongs here and there but i started to change my behavior  because of my precious friends. they taught me well how to stfu instead of hurting them verbally…those guys changed me, gave me a heart, and make me able to feel some emotions I never felt that way before. i might be still apathetic in general but not with those precious to me. i learned to better myself, since i found my friends , i’m really happy.  i surely hope whoever reads this can understand my thinking. please remember, i won’t judge you without knowing you well~

i mean think of it, my entire concept of thinking is pretty much exactly what higurashi and other 07thExpansion work shows us. keiichi is a very good example. think of how terrible he was in tokyo but as soon as he moved to hinamizawa things changed to the better. and even when everyone heard what terrible things he did, no one judged keiichi for it. shouldn’t that exactly be what humans should be like?  Well. this was a lot of my thoughts and feelings that  i wrote down and i doubt anyone even reads that but if you do, thank you very much. if you reading this, feel like talking about this, you’re more than welcome to send me a message, IM, or ask, I will definitely talk to you about it.

with that i shall  go to sleep. goodnight/day everyone~ )

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→ @S・H・A・N - K・U・N

@fuyuhiko007 ooc; Shan-kun, you,Whii-chan,Mitch and Rhe-chan should totally join me with my return here. Would be great if everyone of our group would be here too, but I WISH!!!! But seriously, you could make an rp blog for any of your muses, I don’t care  if it’s Gabriel, Battler, B.Battler, Butler or even Keiichi. just come and join me! Okay? Okay <3 With that I shall be going to sleep soon. Ttyl tomorrow ~

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3 ^w^ \uwu\ 0|0 >3< C: : .-. :

<3 : Are You In a Relation Ship?

Heh..ehehehehehe…..

^w^ : Favorite Anime(s)?

Higurashi no Naku Koro ni, Kakumeiki Valvrave, Psycho-Pass. I usually prefer the Visual Novels over anime.but Higurashi was well done as Anime. unlike Umineko….

\uwu\ : tag all of your SENPIAS!

@kuroki-battler, @becomeoyashiro, @kurokiakumu, @preciousdollie, @masochisticsadist

0|0 : name Fandom(s) Your In.

Higurashi no Naku Koro ni,Umineko no Naku Koro ni, 07thExpansion, Kakumeiki Valvrave, Psycho-Pass, CLAMP

>3< : name your favorite Game Character(s)

Rena

C: : tag all of your favorite Tumblr(s)

sorry too lazy OTL.

.-. : name/talk about the worst day you’ve ever had.

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sorry but no.

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(( Kind of busy today, but I work on replies tomorrow. Including keiichi-kun's ))