#outofconflagration

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aprofoundduplicity themanofonebook

you're both absolute utter darlings I miss you ridiculously and I cannot!!! wait!! to write with you again!!!!

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but!!! on the bright side the new blog is taking shape beautifully  if all goes well I might be active again as early as next week

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((Today was a good day; I felt bubbly and happy, which hasn't happened in a while. There's been a couple dampers on it in the last hour or so, but so far it's been the best day I've had for a long while. I've a bit of work to get done tonight, but I might venture into my drafts later if I have time. You're all welcome to drop by my inbox or Skype and all that jazz. ))

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Sorry you're not feeling okay. If there's anything we can do, let us know? You're one of my favorite blogs, and a nearly perfect Enjolras. I'm sorry I didn't get to rp with you yet.

(( Dearest anon, thank you very much for the kind words. It means a lot right now that you care, and that you think so highly of me. To be perfectly honest, I'm just feeling very out of whack emotionally--I found myself on the verge of crying several times today, and as someone who's generally quite good at holding these things at bay in public, it's quite terrifying. It's draining a lot of energy just to keep myself together, and I don't know what, if anything, anyone else can do for me until I can untangle mass of negativity that's built up inside. But, from the sincerest bottom of my heart, thank you. I'll try to stay. I'll make one last desperate attempt at my drafts. I'll do my best--but right now, I'm sorry to say the outlook isn't too good. ))

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(( I think, to be perfectly frank, I'm gonna have to close down this blog soon. There's a lot of reasons behind it, but mainly I just don't have the time and energy to maintain it anymore. I haven't written anything in ages, and I don't think I'll manage to actually write anytime soon, considering the very aspect of going into drafts stresses me out. I just don't know how to do this anymore. ))

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Don't sell yourself short! You and Ky are both amazing writers, not one better than the other. I don't know how many threads I've read of both of yours that just made my jaw drop with the quality. And when you do the Lion King 'verse stuff it's simply fantastic.

((Yips oh gosh friend anon thank you you’re very much a darling!!!!! This definitely made me smile a lot, thank you so much :D ))

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