#outofcontrcll

[globalifs]

At the beginning, everything was fine. Right left right, right left right... but in the end, he doesn't hear me 😓

[musestm-blog]

[text] …The least you could do is answer, wtf. { for rachel }

@outofcontrcll || text a muse

[ text : nathan ]  hey, calm down dude.[ text : nathan ] i am sooo sorry , just tried this new thing called not being tied to my phone obsessively.  surprisingly hella zen … [ text : nathan ] but you got my attention, what’s going on?

[bdiangelo]

♡ (Nathan | outofcontrcll)

kindness. // accepting ! // @outofcontrcll 

♡ hugging

       she tugged the other by the waist into a hug ;; squeezing him tight, a smile on her lips. “ sorry, nathan. i just ... you know. just wanted to hug you in case ANYTHING happens. ” she looked up towards the other, and released him from her embrace, a giggle passing her lips. “ since it always seems to happen with me. but don’t worry about that for now. ”

[bdiangelo]

💔(Nathan | outofcontrcll)

*bangs pots and pans* i hate happiness // accepting ! // @outofcontrcll

55. nathan says he hates bianca.

     “ i don’t… i don’t understand. ” her small voice was wavering, and her dark eyes were watering ;; but bianca di angelo REFUSED TO CRY. the last time she had cried was when she was in that fucking robot bleeding out, and she refused to cry just because some kid decided he didn’t like her anymore. BUT HE’S NOT JUST SOME KID, IS HE? he was her friend. one of her only. she felt her chest contract, or maybe it was her lungs? she couldn’t tell or care at that point. bianca took the deepest breath in she could, trying to settle the restlessness in her heart.

        “ alright, n-nathan. so be it. sorry … s-sorry that i couldn’t be better. ”

[mxssingangel-blog]

❤

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you like family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you. • I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.